Youth Are Awesome, commonly referred to as YAA, is a blog written by youth for youth.
YAA provides the youth of Calgary a place to amplify their voices and perspectives on what is happening around them.
Youth Are Awesome is a program of Youth Central.
Any views or opinions expressed on this blog belong solely to the author and do not represent those of people or organizations that the blog may be associated with, unless explicitly stated. All content is for informational purposes only.
With election day a week away, advance voting numbers show Canadians are more invested in this election than the last federal election back in 2021. Over two million people voted on the first day of advance polls, a record number. Turnout was especially strong across Ontario, B.C., Alberta, and the Maritimes, and even the northern territories saw steady line ups, surprising us all. It’s not just typical voters either, across the country, people who usually don’t show up, such as youth, with the lowest turnout rate last election, who early made the effort. It points to a population that’s beginning to pay attention.
Current Polling: Close National Race
Polls right now have the Liberals leading nationally by about 3–5 points over the Conservatives. According to a poll on CBC on Monday afternoon at 3:15 MST.
The NDP sits lower, around 8%, with the Bloc holding their ground in Quebec.
Regionally:
• Atlantic Canada looks good for the Liberals.
• Quebec leans Liberal, but the Bloc is still competitive outside Montreal.
• Ontario is tilting Liberal in the GTA and Conservatives are holding rural areas.
• Prairies and Alberta are Conservative strongholds, not much change there.
• British Columbia is close, could swing either way. NDP are losing ground, with most of their seats from the prior election residing here
• The North slightly favours the Liberals but local factors will matter whether it is a NDP or Liberal majority
Realistically, a few ridings flipping could change everything. Especially in Ontario and B.C., where margins are much smaller
Final Week Messaging
Each party is sticking to a clear strategy:
• Liberals (Carney): Focused on protecting Canada’s economy and sovereignty, framing himself as the experienced, steady option for all Canadians
• Conservatives (Poilievre): Pushing affordability and “time for change,” aiming to channel economic frustration, mostly in rural areas
• NDP (Singh): Framing themselves as the needed balance to either government, focusing on corporate regulation and healthcare. Referencing how they would keep both parties in ‘check’, reinforcing the importance of maintaining NDP stronghold riding.
• Bloc (Blanchet): Leaning into Quebec identity and autonomy, attempting to keep current seats from the growing grasp of the Liberals
The campaigns reflect this. Carney is locked into Ontario ridings. Poilievre is targeting suburban swing seats in Ontario and B.C. Singh is holding down the NDP’s base in B.C. Blanchet is focused entirely on Quebec (as they only run in Quebec).
Leaders’ Debates: No Big Shifts
The English and French debates last week didn’t really change potential election results, due to a decent and well rounded performance from all candidates:
• Carney came off steady, especially in English, but less strong in French,due to his lack of fluency
• Poilievre was regarded as more aggressive, pushing hard on the idea that the Liberals represent the status quo, and connecting Carney to Justin Trudeau
• Singh had some good moments on affordability but didn’t dominate. Many commented on his ‘annoying’ presence that kept interrupting Carney and Poilievre
• Blanchet stayed in his lane, pushing Quebec’s distinct interests, and how no one but himself could defend such ideals
Polls after the debates showed small movement but no major swings. If anything, both front-runners just locked in their existing support.
Final Thoughts
Turnout is way up. The polls are close. Campaigns are scrambling to lock down key ridings before election day.
If you can vote, please vote on Monday April 28th!
Since the agricultural revolution that took place more than 12,000 years ago, agriculture has been a vital part of society. Throughout the centuries and millennia that followed, the practice of agriculture has gone through significant transformations. Many ancient civilizations, such as the Inca Empire in South America, used advanced methods like terracing and irrigation systems to farm more efficiently. Today, there are also some highly advanced modern technology that farmers use around the world to grow crops to feed everyone, and to overcome various challenges that agriculture faces.
Some newer technologies
The use of satellites and drones to provide imaging for the farmland, or the surrounding areas of land, provides farmers with the ability to monitor their crops in real time. Can you believe that certain satellites launched into space are able to even zoom to a specific crop on a particular field? This preciseness enables farmers to see their crops to be able to view each individual crop as clearly as if they were standing right by it. According to this binarapps article, these satellites help protect the crops in a farmland, and also boost management efficiency of the farmland.
Providing direct feedback and results to farmers, these sensors can be complex in examining many natural conditions for plants to thrive under. These sensors can be placed in the soil, or even out in the open, to capture important weather data, and the level of certain chemicals in the soil, such as nitrogen. These important tools greatly aid farmers in getting real-time knowledge of when they need to fertilize or water their crops, to make sure that their crops remain strong.
Mini-chromosomes
Mini-chromosomes are another way of saying genetic engineering. Talking about the challenges that the agricultural industry face in our twenty-first century, among the most serious of those are climate change and the ever increasing demand for food. Mini-chromosomes are “tiny structure[s] containing a cell”. It may be small, but it is by no means insignificant, as even a single cell that composes of mini-chromosomes can “add dozens of [new] traits to a plant”.
However, it is also important to note that genetic engineering can be considered as a controversial topic, as debates are ongoing as to whether genetic engineering should be allowed, or to be made more widespread, due to the environmental concerns they pose. These would include the cross-contamination into other wild habitats, the potential to form new allergens, and more.
Appreciating these technologies
There are other technologies as well that are not directly mentioned in this blog! Interesting examples include blockchain, which “improves food traceability” and combats problems in agriculture like food fraud. Various other artificial intelligence tools also exist to further empower those who are working in the agricultural industry. Be sure to check out this article for more information!
Many of these technologies make it possible for us see aisles filled with food crops that are waiting to be sold in grocery stores. Our ability to survive and thrive as humans depends on the sufficient production of crops that can fulfill a healthy and balanced diet. So, let us appreciate these farming technologies that are crucial in the agricultural field!
Let’s be real: not every birthday needs to be a big, over-the-top party with 50 people, balloons everywhere, and a surprise flash mob (though that does sound kind of fun). Sometimes, the best birthdays are the chill ones—just a few close friends, some good vibes, and doing something a little different.
If you’re looking for low-key birthday ideas in Calgary, here are eight, super chill, totally fun spots and activities to check out. No stress, no mess—just a great time.
1. Arcading at The Rec Room
The Rec Room is like the grown-up version of your favorite childhood arcade—but with way better food and drinks. You can easily spend hours here playing everything from classic arcade games to racing simulators. It’s loud, fun, and perfect for a casual night out with friends. Grab a drink, load up a game card, and let the birthday battles begin.
2. Pottery Painting at Crock A Doodle
If you’re feeling artsy—or just want a calming birthday activity—check out Crock A Doodle. You pick a piece of pottery (mugs, plates, figurines, etc…), paint it however you want, and they’ll glaze and fire it for you. It’s a surprisingly soothing way to spend a birthday, and you walk away with a handmade keepsake.
3. Laser Tag at Laser City
Let’s not pretend laser tag isn’t still awesome. Laser City offers games that are fun for both kids and adults. It’s the perfect way to get your competitive energy out—without taking things too seriously. Book a few games, split into teams, and run wild.
4. Spa Day at Your Local Spot
Nothing says “treat yourself” like a relaxing spa day. Whether it’s a massage, facial, mani-pedi, or all of the above, spending a birthday at a spa is the ultimate low-key luxury. A local favorite in Calgary is the Leela Eco Spa, which has multiple locations in Calgary.
5. Virtual Reality Gaming at Zero Latency
Want to fight zombies, explore space, or survive a post-apocalyptic world—all without leaving Calgary? Head to Zero Latency. It’s fully immersive and free-roam, meaning you actually move around a giant open space while playing. It’s unlike anything else and great for a birthday that’s a bit more out of the box.
6. Shopping Day
Sometimes, retail therapy is all you need. Spend your birthday browsing your favorite stores, sipping coffee, and maybe splurging a little (you deserve it!). Whether it’s CF Chinook Centre, CrossIron Mall, or Market Mall, Calgary has some solid shopping spots. Make a day of it: lunch, shopping, dessert, repeat.
7. Movie Marathon Day
Catch the latest blockbuster or binge a few old favorites at a local theatre. Or just set up a projector at home with popcorn, cozy blankets, and a mini snack bar. Either way, it’s low effort and high enjoyment.
8. Bowling at Splitsville
Bowling is fun, easy, and secretly competitive (don’t lie—you know you want that strike). Splitsville in Calgary has a retro-modern vibe with good food, drinks, a small arcade, and plenty of lanes. Book ahead if you’re going on a weekend, and maybe even enhance it with glow bowling for bonus birthday energy.
Final Thoughts
You don’t have to plan a huge bash to make your birthday special. Whether it’s painting pottery or crushing your friends in VR, there are tons of ways to celebrate your special day in a chill, low-pressure way that still feels fun and memorable.
Personally, I have never made a tomato soup on my own. However, when I go out to eat, often I cannot help but be drawn to that delicious picture of a tomato soup on the menu. Since I was small, I have always liked the unique taste and flavor of different soups. I appreciate the fact that soups are comforting food and can be paired with many main dishes. So, let’s learn how to make tomato soups together!
Note: please use caution and be careful when working with knives to prepare the ingredients or when you are heating up the pot!
The ingredients
This healthy side dish contains numerous ingredients so it also offers a balanced diet! According to allrecipes, some vegetables that are included are tomatoes, garlic cloves, onion, a bit of dried oregano and red pepper flakes. Be sure to use two 28-ounce cans of whole peeled tomatoes, 1 thinly-sliced onion, 1/4 teaspoon of both celery seed and dried oregano, and approximately one pinch of red pepper flakes.
As for the other cooking condiments, it would really add to the creamy flavor to add in a tablespoon of unsalted butter. Additionally, prepare one tablespoon of olive oil, one cup of water, one tablespoon of sugar, and some salt and pepper.
Ready to cook? After gathering all of the ingredients from the list above, take out a relatively large saucepan that can be used to cook the entire content of the soup. First, place the olive oil, butter, and garlic into the saucepan, and use medium to low heat to cook. Wait until the onion is “soft and translucent”, which takes around five minutes.
Next, add the canned tomatoes, some water, celery seed, the dried oregano, the pinched red pepper flakes, sugar, and salt & pepper to the saucepan. Add these ingredients all at the same time! For each ingredient’s amount, please follow the listed numbers in The ingredients section above. After adding these ingredients, bring the pot to a boil, then reduce the heat to let it simmer for about fifteen minutes, while covering up the saucepan.
And generally, that should be it! After the fifteen minutes end, remove the saucepan from the heat (be careful and don’t get burned!), and use a large spoon to mix the soup. After that, feel free to season it with some more salt and pepper!
Good luck with cooking!
I hope you all find this dish to be appetizing! I will also be sure to try out this recipe soon. The tomato soup isn’t an overly difficult dish, but it is healthy, and can complement bread or other main dishes.
The Mandela Effect is a phenomenom in which a large number of people remember a certain fact, or event differently than what it actually is. They are usually details that a wide variety of people agree with, but is in reality, not factually correct.
Why is it named the Mandela Effect?
The Mandela Effect is named the way it is due to researcher Fiona Broome in 2009. It was developed when Broome discovered that many other people including her, believed that Nelson Mandela died while incarcerated in the 1980s. However, the truth was Mandela was freed from prison and went on to be the president of South Africa. The amount of people that believed the same piece of incorrect information fascinated Broome, it almost seemed like glitches or alternate realities. Thus, Broome and her followers helped to coin the term “Mandela Effect”.
3 Common Mandela Effects
Fruit Of The Loom Cornucopia
Perhaps the most common Mandela Effect example, is the Fruit Of The Loom Cornucopia. Many people believed the Fruit Of The Loom featured a cornucopia with fruit spilling out of it in the logo. However, this is not the case, The Fruit Of The Loom logo has never featured a cornucopia contrary to popular belief, and has baffled many individuals.
2. “Luke, I am your father”
In the Star Wars movie “The Empire Strikes Back”, when Darth Vader reveals himself to be Luke Skywalkers father, many people remember his quote being “Luke, I am your father”. However, the actual line in fact was “No, I am your father”.
3. “Fruit Loops”
Many people remember the famous cereal brand by Kellog’s to be spelled as “Fruit Loops”. As a matter of fact, the correct spelling of the cereal is “Froot Loops”.
Why does the Mandela Effect happen?
According to psychology, the Mandela Effect can happen for a few reasons. One of the most common rationale for the effect is false memories. Peoples brains dont store memories exactly as they are, like a camera. Instead, a specific memory can be reconstructed every time they recall them, leading to altered beliefs. Another reason is confabulation. Confabulation is when your brain fills in pieces of a missing memory with something that it would find “fitting” or “acceptable”. Think about the Fruit Loops Mandela Effect.
Conclusion:
The Mandela Effect humbles us in a way, showing us that our memories arent as accurate as we always think. Although many people may remember the same thing, it does not necessarily mean it’s always correct. By understanding this effect, we can learn to question our memories more and think more carefully about whats true and whats not.
On March 27, I had the pleasure of interviewing Gabrielle Cadiang. She is currently pursuing a combined degree at the University of Calgary, studying both political science and communications media studies. Being an avid music lover and contributor to Calgary’s local music scene, she has also been named as one of Calgary’s top 20 under 20.
During this interview, I got to learn so much more about the local music festivals here in Calgary, and gained a much deeper appreciation for the diversity here too.
I really enjoyed learning from her, and I hope you will too! Here’s our Q&A:
Let’s say we’re making a movie about your life. What’s the title, what genre would it be, and what’s happening right now?
She said that she thought her life as a movie could be classified as a “Romantic Comedy” , but more heavy on the comedy part. She talked about how she had so much going on in her life at the moment, such as a job interview she had that day and just being a university student in general. Although she couldn’t decide on what the title would be, she thought that the first scene opening the movie would be her drinking a matcha (or yellow red bull) and writing in her journal.
2. What’s one thing about you that people wouldn’t expect based on your work?
She said how she observed how when first meeting her, many people thought that she was either a lot older or younger than she actually was. And even though her work is very creative and energetic, she also describes herself as being a very predictable person if you get to know her.
3. If you could have dinner with any musician—dead or alive—who would it be, and why? What would you ask them?
She is not very picky about who she listens to and usually likes listening to a variety of this different music styles. Although there is no musician off the top of her head, she definitely knows what question she would ask. She explained how she would always ask people for life advice and how it doesn’t really matter to her what kind. It could be all the way from how to cook a nice steak dinner all the way to overcoming self depreciation). She really likes understanding why people are the way they are, and sees their answers as ways to get to know them better.
4. Can you tell us what CJSW stands for and what it’s all about – just in case the readers don’t know?
CJSW is a call name for the UofC campus community radio station.
5. You became CJSW’s youngest programmer—how did that happen? Was it intimidating at first?
It turns out that she wasn’t actually the youngest! (even though the “Top 20 under 20” website said so). Gabrielle was part of this organization called “Youth Central”, and in that she was specifically part of the blogging committee. The leader at the time, Emily Donville was one who actually told her about the whole radio station and to check it out! She then started volunteering there (with another motivation to get scholarships in high school) and after show training in 2022 – she got her show in 2023!
6. I believe you used to be part of this thing called Sled Island. It has such an intriguing name, what’s it all about?
Gabrille was curious about the same question and after searching it up, she discovered that Sled Island was actually a place in Northern Alberta, however, she doesn’t think that there is a correlation to that place. She then explained how she learned that the name actually means whatever u want it to mean. Sled Island is an arts and music festival that happens every year at the end of June or so. She really loves this festival and thinks that it’s super cool, and also mentioned how Jack Harlow and more famous performers have performed there!
7. So when you were part of Sled Island, I heard that you helped organize and execute the “All-Ager-Rager” which sounds crazy but super cool at the same time, can you tell us a little bit more about that?
At the time, Sled island had multiple different shows happening at multiple different venues and she wanted to see all of them and all of the different performers there. As a matter of fact, Sled Island is known for being a discovery festival – as in like you go to one of these shows and maybe find an artist there that you like (along with a whole bunch of undiscovered ones in general). One day, she stumbled across an instagram post to apply for board of directors. Although she was 17 at the time and didn’t get the position, one of the board of directors, Arif Ansari, had given her name to Maud Salvi who is the big executive director. Without this little incident, she doesn’t think that she could’ve collaborated with Sled Island in the ways she did. She had the opportunity to work together with a team and help execute the “All Ager Rager”. It was a 1 day event spread across 3 venues city-wide, where many genres of music were playing with an intent to introduce Calgary’s youth to these bands. They also wanted to give these bands a chance to perform to an interested audience. It was almost like a smaller version of the bigger festivals. Gabrielle says how she wishes she knew about Sled Island before as how she used to not know anything about Calgary’s art and music scene.
8. What’s the wildest or most unexpected thing that’s happened at an event you’ve organized or attended?
Gabrielle had two incidents that she wanted to share. The first one being how back in 2023, she had the opportunity to interview some directors for Calgary’s underground film festival. These interviews happened on a Sunday, and the next day she went to the globe cinema as she heard that some films were being played there. On that day, she noticed how people around her had these really cool lanyards, and as she went up to go ask for one – someone recognized her voice! They said how she recognized her voice from the interviews, and that was the very moment when she thought to herself how it was so crazy and mind-blowing how people knew who she was.
The second incident involves jewelry. Last year, she started making these friendship bracelets for Sled Island and even made some for this Hip-Hop R&B trio that was playing that day. The leader of the trio ended up noticing the bracelets, and the trio all wore them throughout the duration of the performance. They even gave her a shoutout! This was one of her favorite bands from all across Canada and she thought this experience was so amazing, which is why she now makes a lot more friendship bracelets to give to those in the music scene.
9. If you could book any artist for an all-ages show in Calgary, who would it be and why?
Gabrille says how she listens to a LOT of music. However, she narrowed it down to: Japanese Breakfast (who actually played at sled island a couple years ago), Charli XCX (but feels like a lot of these youth would not want to listen to her), Mac Demarco, and Phoebe Bridgers.
10. So I heard you were part of something called, “Reverie”. Can you tell us more about what that is and how you contributed to it?
Reverie was a music blog/ music magazine that she co-founded with her friend a while ago. Even to this day, it is up and running and have recently just released their 3rd issue. The main focus of this was showcasing Canadian artists and music, and just the underground local artists that aren’t as popular. It started out as an “online-music news-blog situation”, but it later morphed into a print-publication during Sled Island last year. After getting busier with university, she stepped out of it – but still does some reviews and interviews. Reverie is kind of like YAA in a way – but for music and if it was a print-version.
11. What’s something about Calgary’s music scene that people from outside the city wouldn’t understand? What makes Calgary’s music scene so unique?
Gabrielle says how there is just so much to discover music wise. There are many different bands and genres and how there is always something for everyone in each and every part of Calgary’s music scene. She said how there is so much cool stuff happening around the city and how there is so much cool and unique stuff happening around the city, and wishes that she could make it all to be more accessible to youth.
12. You’ve made a big impact on Calgary’s music scene which leads me to ask you, “What would you say has been your driving force behind everything you do?”
The main driving force behind all of her work in the music scene has been driven by raw passion for music in general. Back when she was in grade 8 or grade 9, she wanted to become a journalist and was driven by the idea of how she didn’t want to get stuck doing what she didn’t want to do. She wanted to be happy and decided to turn her love for music and her amazing CJSW experience to dive deeper into her passion. As a matter of fact, she has always been an arts person, liking subjects like english back in high school rather than math which showcases this.
13. If you could host an ideal event or festival, with absolutely no limitations, what would it look like from start to finish?
Gabrielle explained how she would connect her Spotify account and just go off whatever artist(s) and/or song(s) she happens to be listening to the most. Some examples she gave me were “Witching hour”, “Sore Throat”, “True Blue Interlude”. Although I haven’t listened to these songs, the names sound super interesting – which probably means that the event would be exciting and interesting too!
14. If someone wants to support Calgary’s music scene, what’s one simple thing they can do today?
The main idea she gave was to go to shows because it’s one of the best ways to get exposed to Calgary’s music scene. She explained about buying merch from local artists and just talking about and spreading recommendations about these songs. She believes (and I believe too) that just showing up and listening to Calgary’s local bands (and just the overall music scene) is one of the easiest ways to show support.
Acknowledgement
I’d like to thank Ms. Cadiang for giving me this lovely interview opportunity. I hope you enjoyed!
Balancing grades, extracurriculars, and more isn’t easy, and this has been a significant reason for the increase in burnout in teens. Understanding burnout, its symptoms, causes, prevention strategies, and cures, can help improve mental and physical health and prevent burnout.
What is Burnout In Teens?
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Burnout occurs when a person experiences emotional, physical, and mental exhaustion caused by prolonged stress that exceeds their ability to handle. Unlike temporary stress, burnout develops over long periods and can greatly impact a person’s ability to function academically, socially, and emotionally.
Causes of Teen Burnout
Multiple factors can cause burnout among teens:
Academic Pressure: High expectations from parents, teachers, or themselves can lead to chronic stress due to rigorous coursework and test preparation.
Lack of Balance: Juggling school work, extracurricular activities, social commitments, and personal time often overwhelms teens.
Social Media Stress: Constant comparison and engagement on social platforms increase feelings of inadequacy and anxiety.
Perfectionism: Unrealistic standards for success can push teens toward burnout when they struggle to meet them.
Symptoms of Teen Burnout
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Burnout in teens occurs differently than in adults. Common symptoms include:
Physical Symptoms
Chronic exhaustion that doesn’t improve with rest.
Frequent headaches, stomachaches, or other stress-related physical problems.
Changes in sleep or eating patterns.
Emotional Symptoms
Frequent irritability or mood swings.
Feelings of hopelessness or overwhelm.
Increased sensitivity to criticism.
Behavioral Symptoms
Withdrawal from friends, family, or activities they once enjoyed.
Procrastination or avoidance of schoolwork and responsibilities.
Risk-taking behaviors as a coping mechanism.
Cognitive Symptoms
Difficulty concentrating or staying focused.
Decline in academic performance.
Negative self-talk or feelings of imposter syndrome.
Prevention Strategies
Preventing teen burnout requires proactive measures that promote balance and resilience. Some strategies include:
Prioritize Self-Care:
Encourage regular sleep schedules, nutritious meals, and physical activity.
Participate in hobbies and activities that bring joy and relaxation.
Set Realistic Goals:
Break down large tasks into manageable steps (milestones).
Focus on progress rather than perfection.
Practice Time Management:
Use planners or scheduling apps to organize workloads effectively.
Take regular breaks to recharge.
Limit Social Media Use:
Set boundaries around screen time to reduce stress from online comparisons.
Take periodic breaks from social media platforms.
Encourage Open Communication:
Talk to parents, teachers, counselors, or other trusted adults when in need of support.
Cure: Managing Teen Burnout
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Recovering from burnout involves efforts to reverse its effects. Key steps include:
Recognize the Problem:
Identify stressors and acknowledge feelings without guilt.
Seek Support:
Talk openly with trusted adults or peers about struggles.
Professional counseling may be necessary to address underlying issues like anxiety or depression.
Rebuild Resilience:
Introduce stress-management techniques such as meditation or journaling.
Encourage small victories through achievable goals to rebuild confidence.
Take Time Off:
A break from overwhelming responsibilities can help recharge physically and emotionally.
Conclusion
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Teen burnout is a pressing concern that calls for change. By recognizing what it is, its causes, symptoms, prevention strategies, and cures, and applying effective solutions early on, we can pave the way for better mental health outcomes for teens. Open communication and support are vital in helping them navigate these challenges successfully.
For someone who remains as relatively unknown as John Quincy Adams, his impact on how governments across the world run today is enduring. This article serves as a follow-up to an article published several months ago about the life of Frederick Douglas, and serves as an introspect into another influential historical mind who’s life story would potentially make for a decent Broadway adaptation.
Part I of this article covered Adams’ early life and his term as President. This article will cover the Election of 1828 and his later life. This article is a direct continuation of that one, and it is recommended the first part be read beforehand
The 1828 Election
In 1828, Jackson easily received the Democratic nomination to challenge Adams again. With Crawford and Clay behind Adams, the election turned into a two-way rematch of 1824.
All throughout the year, the two sides viciously attacked one another, Jackson using his supporters in the press to paint Adams as an out-of-touch New England elitist who had only gotten his position thanks to his father, while National Republicans attacked Jackson’s marriage and labelled him a murderous tyrant who would destroy the infrastructure developed under the Adams administration.
The 1828 campaign marked the first widespread usage of “mudslinging”, or negative campaigning, in history; a strategy that is still widely used across the world today.
In the end, Jackson prevailed over Adams, taking 178 electoral votes and 55.5 percent of the popular vote. Adams would win only 83 electoral votes, and carry 44 percent of the popular vote.
Not long after entering office, Jackson reversed many of Adams’ initiatives, working to cut funding for infrastructure, dismantle the America System, and remove all Native Americans from the eastern and southern regions of the United States.
Defeated and resentful, with the America System in ruins, Adams considered retiring from public life, but decided instead to keep the fight up against Jackson. In 1830, he was elected to the House of Representatives, becoming the first former President to win an election after their term had ended. In Congress, he fought for the revival of the America System by using his influence to control the government’s tax rate on foreign imports, setting high rates to the dismay of Jackson and the south.
In 1832, he unsuccessfully ran for a non-consecutive second term as President, being denied the nomination due to his perceived unpopularity. The following year, he’d unsuccessfully run for Governor of Massachusetts, ultimately deciding to abandon attempts of winning higher office to focus on his service in the House.
Later Years
His time in the House strengthened his anti-slavery stances, soon making him one of the countries’ strongest early abolitionists. Adams once said, in a victory speech after a successful re-election campaign, he sought to “bring about a day prophesied when slavery… shall be banished from the face of the Earth.”
In response to his abolitionist views, in 1836, the Democrats introduced a “gag rule”, banning any discussion of slavery from taking place on the House floor and banning any motion or bill which sought to change the government’s policy over slavery.
Adams countered this by publicly ridiculing slave owning southerners and the gag rule, until he eventually led its successful repeal in 1844, at the age of 77. Additionally, Adams became a supporter of women’s rights and continued to advocate against government policies against Native Americans.
Adams would remain in the House until his death on Feb. 23, 1848, at the age of 80. In all, he would serve 16 years in Congress. During his final term, he would meet and befriend fellow U.S. Representative and future President Abraham Lincoln, who would also attend to Adams during his final moments.
Historically, Adams is remembered as an average President, with an ahead-of-its-time agenda that was unfortunately blocked from passage. However, although the America System may not have survived his term, it laid the framework for a large portion of how all modern governments function, including how welfare programs and infrastructure development initiatives work today.
Albeit inconsequential during his time, Adams’ accomplishments are among some of the most impactful in history. The story of his life, and the legacy which he’s left behind, make him more than a suitable adaptation for the big stage, should Lin-Manuel Miranda ever turn again to history for his next play.
Two weeks out from election day, and it feels like Canada is holding its breath. The 45th federal election, happening April 28, isn’t just about party platforms or campaign ads, it’s about who we trust to lead us through the mess we’re in right now. From unexpected political shakeups to rising tension with the U.S, things feel different this time. For once, national unity is actually at the center of the conversation.
Back in January, everything shifted. After nearly a decade in power, Justin Trudeau announced he was stepping down. There was real pressure from within the Liberal Party, plus a storm of backlash tied to foreign interference scandals and rising public frustration. Then came the surprise: Mark Carney, former Bank of Canada and Bank of England governor, was picked to replace him. He had never held elected office before, and yet within weeks, Carney became Prime Minister and the face of the Liberals’ new campaign.
Around the same time, U.S. President Donald Trump reimposed heavy tariffs on Canadian auto exports, 25%, targeting Ontario hard. He also made comments that rattled people, suggesting Canada was weak and even hinting that it should be brought into the U.S. fold. What started as another offhand “Trumpism” snowballed. Canadians took it seriously. Protests broke out. Social media lit up with the phrase “Elbows Up”, areferenceto hockey fights, but also a sign people were fed up and ready to defend our country.
And then came the poll shifts.
At the beginning of the year, Pierre Poilievre’s Conservatives were leading by over 20 points. People were tired of the Liberals, the scandals, the housing crisis, the rising cost of living. But when Carney stepped in and took a hard line against Trump, people started paying attention. He wasn’t a typical politician. He came off more like a crisis manager, someone who could handle international pressure and financial chaos. The Liberals’ new slogan, “Canada Strong,” fit that mood. Polls now show the Liberals ahead, with around 43% support, while the Conservatives trail at 37%.
Poilievre, for his part, has tried to keep the campaign grounded in everyday concerns: crime, drugs, housing, the cost of groceries. He’s framed his message around “common sense,” promising tax cuts and smaller government. But Trump calling him “no friend of mine” during a Fox News interview made it awkward. Instead of using the U.S. tension as a platform, Poilievre had to spend days explaining that he wouldn’t be a puppet for Trump, even as he tried to distance himself from Trudeau-era policies.
Meanwhile, the NDP and Bloc are still playing their roles. Jagmeet Singh has tried to remind voters that his party fought for dental care and pharmacare through the Liberal confidence deal, and he’s pushed for more social housing and rent control. But with the Liberals rebranded and the Conservatives still strong in their base, Singh’s message hasn’t made major waves, and they are in threat of losing their official opposition status. The Bloc is doing what the Bloc always does: positioning themselves as Quebec’s defenders, especially now that federal-provincial tensions are rising again.
For younger voters, especially Gen Z, this election feels emotionally complicated. A lot of us are worried about climate change, about hate crimes, about how polarized everything is. But there’s also a sense of being stuck, like we’re always choosing between “not as bad” options rather than being excited about who’s on the ballot. Some are voting strategically to block one party, not necessarily support another.
Still, the stakes feel real. The U.S. isn’t just a neighbor anymore, it’s a threat to our economy and maybe even our sovereignty. The cost of living hasn’t magically dropped. Climate disasters are still coming. And this time, more than any election I’ve seen in my lifetime, people are talking not just about policies, but about who we are as a country.
No one knows how it’s going to go. Carney could be Canada’s steady hand. Poilievre could either deliver on change or deepen division. Singh could hold balance-of-power or fade into the background. But what matters is that people are watching, thinking, and , hopefully voting.
April 28 is coming fast. And the choice we make is going to echo long after the campaign signs come down. Get involved with your local campaign, and educate yourself on what matters.
Cats have a built-in ability to twist and land on their feet when they fall. This is called the righting reflex. Kittens develop this reflex as early as 3 weeks old and perfect it by 7 weeks.
When falling, cats twist their bodies in two parts, they pull in their front legs and rotate their upper body. Next, their back legs push in the opposite direction to finish the twist. This is based on the principle of angular momentum, which is when one part of the body moves, the rest follows to balance it out. This same principle allows a figure skater to spin!
What makes it so easy for cats to always land upright?
Flexible Spine: Cats can bend their spine like a rubber band, making it easier to twist.
No Collarbone: This gives their limbs more freedom to move.
Soft Paws: Cats have padded feet to cushion the landing.
Cats have amazing reflexes, flexible bodies, and a built-in instinct to land on their feet. Next time you see your cat take a tumble and stick the landing, just know: it’s all thanks to evolution, physics, and their incredible abilities.
Let’s be real: Life gets messy. There are days when you wake up feeling heavy for no reason. Or maybe there is a reason–school, stress, family stuff, friend drama, burnout–but you still don’t feel like you can say anything out loud. We’ve all heard “Just stay positive!” or “Others have it worse than you.” But here’s the truth that we don’t say enough: It’s okay to not be okay.
Struggling to Talk about Mental Health
Many people grew up hearing things like “tough it out” or “don’t be so sensitive.” We learned to laugh it off when we were hurting, automatically answer “I’m fine” even when we weren’t. Crying was something done in private. And therapy? That was only for people who were really struggling, or so we were told. But bottling things up doesn’t make anything go away. It just makes people feel more alone, more isolated. That silence can be more harmful than whatever someone may be trying to keep hidden.
What if we stopped pretending we’re fine all the time? We could easily say “I’m not doing great today,” or “I’ve been feeling really anxious lately,” or “I need a break.”
And what if the response wasn’t awkward silence, but instead: “Thank you for telling me. I’m here for you.” Because the truth is, so many people are struggling silently. Anxiety, depression, burnout–these aren’t rare. They’re real, and they’re common, and the only way we can fight stigma is by talking about them like we’d talk about other health issues.
There’s this myth that you have to be in crisis to ask for help, but that’s just not true. Therapy is not just for breakdowns. Sometimes, it’s just a space to breathe, to process, to learn. And self-care isn’t selfish. It’s essential. So whether you’re going through something big or just dealing with a series of small things piling up, you deserve support. You deserve to feel better.
So, even though we’ve made progress, mental health is still a sensitive topic. Others don’t know how to respond, and others don’t even know how to explain what’s going on in our own heads. But pain isn’t a competition, and pretending everything is okay doesn’t help anyone–especially not ourselves.
Benefits of Ending the Stigma
Here’s what can happen when we normalize conversations about mental health:
1. More people get help
When we stop shaming people for struggling, we make it easier for them to reach out. Studies have shown that stigma is one of the biggest reasons people avoid therapy or support groups. Break the stigma, and more people can begin to heal.
2. Stronger communities
When people feel safe being honest about how they’re doing, real connections can begin to blossom. Friendships deepen. Workplaces become more supportive. Schools can feel more human. Vulnerability can build trust, and trust can build stronger communities.
3. Less shame and more growth
When you’re not stuck in guilt or embarrassment, you can actually focus on healing. You can go to therapy, take care of yourself, set boundaries, and learn new skills without feeling like you’re ‘broken’. Growth happens when shame isn’t in the way.
What Can You Do to Help?
You don’t need to be an expert or start a huge movement. Some of the most powerful actions are the simplest:
Talk honestly about your mental health when you need to and when you feel safe to.
Listen when others open up.
Educate yourself about anxiety, depression, burnout, and trauma.
Challenge casual stigma – like when someone says “that’s so crazy” or jokes about therapy.
Share resources, such as hotlines, apps, and therapy directories.
Support others. Show up and be there for others.
This isn’t about glamorizing struggle–it’s about being honest with ourselves and each other. Life is hard sometimes, and that’s okay. We don’t need to have it all together, we just need space to be real, to be supported, and to heal. So, let’s keep supporting the idea that it’s okay to not be okay.
News of the devastating earthquake that hit Myanmar and neighboring countries is prominent all over social media. Videos of nurses in a maternity ward in China clinging to newborn babies in their arms and falling to the floor as the hospital shook are viral online. With the death toll reaching over 3,000, this earthquake is one of the deadliest in centuries. Homes and buildings have been destroyed, with one victim trapped for more than 30 hours before being spotted by rescue crews.
The citizens of Myanmar have lost their loved ones and their homes, and rescue teams are continuing to work day and night to uncover the rubble for survivors. The country is in a humanitarian crisis, and many are wondering how they can help the residents through this dark time.
About The Earthquake(s)
On March 28, 2025, a devastating 7.7-magnitude earthquake struck central Myanmar, causing widespread destruction and profound loss.The epicenter was near Mandalay, Myanmar’s second-largest city.12 minutes after the first, a second 6.4-magnitude earthquake struck, with its epicenter near the city of Sagaing. These earthquakes resulted in over 3,300 deaths and injured more than 5,000 people. These numbers are only expected to get bigger, with experts estimating the number of deaths to exceed 10,000. More than 300 people are missing.
Tremors from both earthquakes were felt in neighboring countries Thailand and China, where additional casualties occurred. At the time of writing this post, we know that 21 people have lost their lives in Thailand, with most deaths occurring inside a high-rise building that fell to the ground. Many families are requesting the government for help in locating missing loved ones, and in retrieving others from mountains of rubble. Some of the most impacted regions in Myanmar are in a state of emergency.
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The disaster has left millions in urgent need of assistance.The United Nations reports that the earthquake affected over nine million people, with thousands of buildings, including hospitals and schools, reduced to rubble.Aftershocks continue to rattle the nearby regions, accentuating the country’s already dire humanitarian crisis.
Additionally, the country’s political conflict is affecting humanitarian aid efforts, since Myanmar is currently under the control of various resistance groups and the military. This means that up-to-date news about the earthquake is hard to acquire due to restrictions on all media entering Myanmar. Aid has been allowed into the country, with many neighboring countries pitching in and assisting in relief efforts. Although, it is taking longer than usual for the aid to arrive due to damaged roads and infrastructure.
Its safe to say that the country needs all the help it can get.
How You Can Get Involved
As Calgarians, we can try making a meaningful impact on the lives of those affected by this tragedy. Here are some ways you and your loved ones can help:
1. Donate to Reputable Organizations:
Samaritan’s Purse Canada:They have set up an Emergency Field Hospital and relief teams to provide urgent care to earthquake victims in Myanmar.Donations support medical assistance and essential supplies.
Penny Appeal Canada:This organization has deployed an emergency response to deliver humanitarian aid, including food, water, shelter, and medical assistance to those affected by the earthquake.
World Vision Canada:World Vision is actively assessing the impact and assisting in emergency relief efforts, aiming to support approximately 500,000 people, including at least 200,000 children, with vital aid.
Canadian Red Cross:The Canadian Red Cross is fundraising to support relief efforts in Myanmar, providing essentials like water, sanitation equipment, non-perishable food, blankets, household items, and tents.
2. Raise Awareness:
Whether its informing your friends and family or your Instagram followers, sharing news about the tragedy and ways to help will allow you to make an impact. Use your social media platforms to inform people about the earthquake’s impact and the ongoing relief efforts. You could even host local events to raise awareness and funds, such as a bake sale in your school. Any donation helps the citizens in need.
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3. Volunteer Your Time:
You can reach out to local organizations and community groups in Calgary that are organizing support for Myanmar. Furthermore, you can assist with fundraising events or awareness campaigns. Many organizations offer virtual volunteering opportunities, such as helping with the digital marketing to support relief efforts.
4. Advocate for Support:
Advocacy can lead to increased funding and resources for disaster relief. Inform organizations you work with or your school about the tragedy and see how they can take action. Spread information about the earthquake and its impact and foster a sense of responsibility among your peers. This blog post is an example of advocacy! Encourage people to donate and get involved, just like you are.
Conclusions
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The earthquake in Myanmar has created a profound humanitarian crisis that requires immediate and sustained support. As Calgarians, we have the means to make a significant difference through donations, awareness-raising, volunteering, and advocacy. By coming together, we can provide essential aid and hope to those affected by this tragedy. We can stand in solidarity with the people of Myanmar while contributing to their recovery and rebuilding efforts.
Pokemon TCG (Trading Card Game) is a card game based on the “Pokemon” Franchise, developed by Satoshi Tajiri. The first set of the Pokemon TCG was released in Japan on October 20, 1996, featuring many fan-favourite Pokemon such as Venasaur, Blastoise, and Charizard.
What Gives These Cards Their Price?
In the TCG, the rarities of the Pokemon are divided as Common, Uncommon, and Rare. Rarer Cards are typically harder to pull and because of their exclusivity and low frequency in packs, collectors tend to like the card more. The nature of supply and demand thus takes play and the card gains price.
Througout the years, Pokemon TCG has also released many new rarities of cards, who highly outclass the typical Rare card. These include Secret Rares, Promotional Cards, and Alternate Arts, whose unique aspects highly attract many collectors.
Why Are The Card Prices Skyrocketing?
The Pokemon TCG has faced many ups-and-downs in terms of their prices. When it was initially released, the hype for the game exploded and prices were without a doubt at one of their greatest peaks. Thus Pokemon slowly integrated itself into many childrens lives. Now fast-forward to present day, ever since 2020, the start of Quarantine, theres been a Nostalgic-Driven Boom in prices of cards, with influencers such as Logan Paul supporting the hype by auctioning off extremely expensive cards, which sold for thousands of dollars. Most recently, there has also been new sets released with highly sought after cards of Pokemon that people have taken a nostalgic liking to. Such as Surging Sparks or Prismatic Evolutions, with the most expensive cards ranging from $300 to $2,200!
The hype has bled on into 2025 and Pokemon Cards still remain extremely relevant. However, theres been a noticale trend occuring, which is known as scalping. Scalping is the act of buying large quantities of an asset right when it comes out, for example Movie Tickets, and reselling it off for an extremely higher price than what they paid for, due to supply and demand.
Why Is Scalping Relevant?
Due to the massive boom in card popularity, many individuals have caught onto the idea of scalping and have been taking it into action everywhere, from Target, Walmart, Gamestop, etc. This makes finding Pokemon cards in the present day extremely difficult and even if you do find them, the price of the cards will be extremely inflated and difficult to come by. There have been many viral videos circulating on the internet of people waiting in lines of Walmarts or Targets, several hours before Pokemon card restocks. They do this in order to be the first person there to buy all the cards, resell the most cards, and make the most profit in the long run.
Positives and Negatives With Scalping
The most obvious negative outcome of scalping is that people can no longer access Pokemon cards as easily as before 2020, with packs being sold for almost two times their prices in 2019! This can especially ruin the Pokemon TCG for the new generation of children who have become invested in Pokemon as well. Without cards, how will the children satiate their hobby of Pokemon or continue on its “legacy”?
However, one of the more notable positives of scalping is that cards have now gained price tremendously. Cards that were once $1.50 have become worth $30, and cards that were once $20 have become worth $400. In other words, the main benefit of scalping lies in the idea of investment. Many cards that you have at home right now, may be worth from tens of dollars to hundreds of dollars!
Conclusion
Scalping has undeniably changed the Pokemon TCG market permanantly, driving cards to extremely high prices and limiting the stock of cards available. However, putting value and price to the side, it is still important to enjoy the cards themselves. The value of Pokemon cards is much more than just a price tag, it’s about the fun of battling, collecting your favourite pokemon, and reliving nostalgic memories.
Censorship and book banning are highly controversial topics in the world of literature. The media challenges many esteemed novels for the themes they present to impressionable youth and the language they use.
People are bringing books and their political impacts to light, with many realizing the political power classical literature wields. Various libraries and schools around the globe are banning novels commonly used in high school novel studies, such as 1984 and Animal Farm by George Orwell, and Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury.
These challenged books contain political & social themes such as totalitarianism, censorship, social control, and may use profane language. Readers are scrambling to get their hands on copies of these books to add to their personal libraries before it’s too late. After all, it’s ironic how books warning future generations about media censorship are being banned today.
The Importance of Reading Challenged Books
Critics argue that reading challenged books is pointless, claiming that they have no value and are bringing a bad rep to the government. Libraries are attempting to justify the purging of their shelves by stating that these novels are bad for kids. Although, reading challenged books is more than just exploring controversial or taboo topics. It’s about engaging with important conversations, expanding perspectives, and strengthening critical thinking.
Additionally, challenged books tackle complex topics, encouraging readers to think critically about the world around them. Reading these books allows teens to question norms, challenge existing ideas, and form their own opinions. Many challenged books explore underrepresented voices or tell stories from marginalized communities, which allows for readers to become educated on multiple perspectives. Engaging with these stories fosters empathy, helping readers understand the experiences and struggles of others.
Furthermore, literature has been a powerful tool for social change and self-expression throughout history. People often challenge books because they hold up a mirror to our society’s flaws and present important ideas, which can make people uncomfortable. Reading these books helps preserve the use of literature as a form of resistance and as a vehicle for change.
5 Controversial Books For Your Next Read
1. The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
From Goodreads, Penguin Classics cover
Book Description: “A nineteenth-century boy from a Mississippi River town recounts his adventures as he travels down the river with a runaway slave, encountering a family involved in a feud, two scoundrels pretending to be royalty, and Tom Sawyer’s aunt who mistakes him for Tom.” (Goodreads)
“The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn” is a novel that follows the story of two young boys and their varying ideas of freedom. Many students are required to read this book as part of their novel study, which has definitely tarnished its reputation. Teachers and librarians alike criticize the book for its language, using terminology that is considered racist in today’s society.
Although, many people fail to understand the historical context in which this book is set, as it was first published in 1884. The language used by people back then is obviously inappropriate to use today, but the themes that the novel presents are important to gain a deeper understanding of our history and the slave trade. It’s interesting to see the different ideas of freedom presented by the two boys, and their journey is captivating.
2. The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
From Goodreads
Book Description: “1970s Afghanistan: Twelve-year-old Amir is desperate to win the local kite-fighting tournament and his loyal friend Hassan promises to help him. But neither of the boys can foresee what would happen to Hassan that afternoon, an event that is to shatter their lives. After the Russians invade and the family is forced to flee to America, Amir realises that one day he must return to an Afghanistan under Taliban rule to find the one thing that his new world cannot grant him: redemption.” (Goodreads)
Many U.S. institutions have banned this novel due to the difficult themes it addresses. Along with some mild profanity, the book contains heavy themes like sexual assault and stories of war, with a generous dose of violence.
Although, it also expresses vital themes of friendship, betrayal, and how politics can impact a child’s life. These are important topics for a teenager to learn about, and I believe this novel can significantly impact our understanding of the world and war. It depicts a history that schools often do not teach, making it a great learning opportunity.
At the end of the day, it is recommended by parents and youth online to wait until you are 16 or older to read this novel, so I suggest adding it to your TBR list for later!
3. Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee by Dee Brown
From Goodreads
Book Description: “Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee is Dee Brown’s eloquent, fully documented account of the systematic destruction of the American Indian during the second half of the nineteenth century. […] Using council records, autobiographies, and firsthand descriptions, Brown allows the great chiefs and warriors of the Dakota, Ute, Sioux, Cheyenne, and other tribes to tell us in their own words of the battles, massacres, and broken treaties that finally left them demoralized and defeated. A unique and disturbing narrative told with force and clarity, Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee changed forever our vision of how the West was really won.” (Goodreads)
Critics have criticized Dee Brown’s most popular work for focusing entirely on the perspective of the Native American peoples, “exploiting” the white settlers, and challenging traditional narratives of colonization. Although, the entire focus of this book is to educate readers on the Indigenous perspective, which is why the novel focuses on the tragedies and crimes committed against this population. In addition to this, the novel deals with violent content and does not suit the weak of heart.
Despite the heavy content turning away many readers, we must remember that this novel depicts a reality that many people had to face because of colonization. High school students will find that this novel deepens their insights into this topic, more so than what they learn in their school’s Social Studies program. “Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee” is a vital piece of literature when it comes to understanding our history, and plays into modern truth & reconciliation initiatives.
4. I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou
From Goodreads
Book Description: “I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings captures the longing of lonely children, the brute insult of bigotry, and the wonder of words that can make the world right. Maya Angelou’s debut memoir is a modern American classic beloved worldwide. Sent by their mother to live with their devout, self-sufficient grandmother in a small Southern town, Maya and her brother, Bailey, endure the ache of abandonment and the prejudice of the local “powhitetrash.”
At eight years old and back at her mother’s side in St. Louis, Maya is attacked by a man many times her age—and has to live with the consequences for a lifetime. Years later, in San Francisco, Maya learns that love for herself, the kindness of others, her own strong spirit, and the ideas of great authors (“I met and fell in love with William Shakespeare”) will allow her to be free instead of imprisoned.” (Goodreads)
Maya Angelou’s memoir is facing controversy for its depiction of topics like racism and sexual abuse. Although, the book offers a powerful account of her early life, providing insights into the racial segregation and discrimination that African Americans faced during that time. It helps readers understand the complexities of race, identity, and systemic oppression. Teenagers should read I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings to explore themes of identity, resilience, and overcoming adversity. The book offers hope, inspiration, and valuable insights into difficult topics, helping teens understand and navigate their own challenges.
5. The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
Simon & Schuster Canada
Book Description: “This is the story of what it’s like to grow up in high school. More intimate than a diary, Charlie’s letters are singular and unique, hilarious and devastating. We may not know where he lives. We may not know to whom he is writing. All we know is the world he shares. Caught between trying to live his life and trying to run from it puts him on a strange course through uncharted territory.” (Goodreads)
Some places have banned The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky due to its content, including references to drug use, sexual assault, mental health issues, and LGBTQ+ themes. Critics argue that the book portrays inappropriate behaviors for young readers.
However, these same themes make it an important read. The novel addresses crucial topics while offering a raw portrayal of the challenges many teens face. It allows readers to feel seen and understood, especially those experiencing similar struggles. The book encourages open conversations about heavy issues and highlights the importance of self-discovery and resilience in the face of adversity.
Conclusions
In conclusion, people ban books because they fear controversial themes or language. Although, it’s essential to recognize the profound impact these books can have on readers. Challenged novels often provide vital insights into society, history, and personal growth, sparking important conversations and encouraging empathy. By engaging with these works, teens expand their perspectives and develop critical thinking skills for navigating the world around them. Literature is a tool for social change, and by defending the right to read these books, we can uphold the power of storytelling.
I’m a nail lady, and I love my job. It might sound mundane but amidst the buffing and the endless coats of polish, I find a way to get through the day. My clients are an integral part of it, they share stories and between insignificant lines, I catch glimpses of their dreams. The desires that linger from childhood, what can be, what could’ve been. From the doctor who got ballerina nails, to the observatory technician who longed to be an astrophysicist. Their dreams are confident and they shine. As for me? It’s just a shadow compared to those of others. It’s a burden to watch people chase dreams that I can barely admit to having in the first place. My passions are luxuries that I simply cannot afford.
I want to do whatever I can to not be seen as “other”. I listen, and I learn what it means to be human in Western society from my clients. I learn, but I don’t find an answer for people like me. How do you do small talk? What should your idea of happiness look like? How do you roll your “r”s? Every conversation is a lesson for me. I try to bridge the chasm between “Can you repeat that” and misunderstandings.
People light up when they talk, but my voice is dim and unnatural like the bristling noises of a fur throat. With sharp consonants and awkward syllables, expressing myself in a language that doesn’t love me is hard. I find myself in immense jealousy over how people take expressing themselves for granted. For me, every word weighs down on my tongue, and fills my heart with terror when I see an eyebrow go up when pronouncing “t”. In the back of my mind, I still hope that one day, I too can be a part of the Western world and be allowed to have dreams as comfortably as them. I will allow my clinging past to fade away with each stroke of nail polish.
These innocent dreams that I harbor eventually got crushed by a client of mine. People like her, who instead of seeing me as a person, reduced me to an embodiment of their assumptions. She spoke to me, judging if I even had the right to exist. “Oh, it must be nice to have the chance to live here. I mean, it seems so easy for you to just come and get a job like this. I can’t imagine how much more comfortable your life must be now!”
I was at a loss for words, more than usual. For the first time, I wanted to be loud, I wanted to scream but what would I say? What if I said it wrong?
Her words were laced with privilege. She saw my struggles, and my hardships as a mere “escape” from the so-called atrocities back home. She doesn’t understand what it’s like to yearn for the warmth of homeland, to crave the breeze running through your hair, the laughter shared in a familiar language. When I emigrated, I had nothing but floral dresses; maybe I hoped subconsciously that this place would be warm with love and embrace me as the sun’s shining rays, but now my wardrobe greets me with soulless jackets and the desolate cold. As her words settled into my mind after my anger calmed, I questioned her intentions. Did she truly mean to hurt me by those words? Her eyes were a twisted color between curiosity and judgment. Regardless it sank into my heart like claws.
Despite my disgust towards the statement, I let it pass in silence. The sting of the words had morphed into something else, my ignorance. I became the thing I hated the most. Trying to blend into Western society, I bought into the very stereotypes that I detested.
To have the right to be angry with my client, I had to acknowledge my struggles, happiness and passions. Being an immigrant is an experience filled with bravery and my client and I both failed to recognize that. Belonging to the Western world is already a privilege on its own, a privilege that often blinds individuals in ignorance and moulds the brave newcomer to be perceived as a monster intruding on their land. In the process, she is alienated from the very society she yearned to be a part of, so the newcomer feels compelled to see herself as a monster. This monster had forgotten that she left the warmth of family, comfort and home in the pursuit of working hard towards a better future. A frightening experience, one that is commendable when overcome. But the client didn’t and will never recognize that because she can’t let her eyes go bare, where comfort is luxury and every letter seems like a battle against misunderstanding. The armour of privilege is thick for those who will never have to fight for their place. However, the struggle for acceptance is not only external but deeply internal. Were the privileged narratives what I allowed to shape me? I had filed away my own identity, believing I had to erase parts of myself that didn’t scream human in the West. And in the process of erasing my vibrancy, I humiliated myself as much as others did. I carved out the mindset that Iwas the monster for being foreign in a foreign land, and partly it was true. To blame me for existing a certain way had been due to the social norms inflicted by Western society, but to succumb to those very standards was a choice. I had forgotten that I could be my sun in this cold city and that the jackets could be as colourful as my heritage. Every time I sanded down my voice to sound articulate, it came off like a cacophony, that was the reality of covering up my origins with a coat of self-hate. But I am simply indefinable, shaped by experiences that many could never understand. The Immigrant experience is often viewed through a narrow lens, filled with misconceptions and biases. In that moment of clarity, I lifted the weight of being labelled the monster in someone else’s monstrous night, a darkness created by ignorance and fear.
I’m an Immigrant nail tech, and I love my job. It sounds mundane but amidst the buffing and the permanency coats of polish, there is adventure. My clients are an integral part of it, we share stories and between the lines, we catch glimpses of each other’s dreams. The desires that linger from childhood, what can be, what will be. To the doctor who shared her secret with me about wanting more than just ballerina-shaped nails, I shared that I was now pursuing a PhD in Linguistics. Everyone’s dreams must be confident and should shine. After years of asking what nail colour others wanted, today I decided to ask myself. After the bright orange marigolds in my garden caught my eye, I knew the answer. As I applied the coats of nail polish I unravelled the layers of doubt and I realized that,
I’m an immigrant, but not just an immigrant. My name is Mai, and I have dreams, and I will give them a voice too.
