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My Recommended Books List – Part 1

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Today I thought I’d compile my list of favourite fiction books. I’ve done a lot of reading throughout the summer, of all sorts of books, and I think that I’m now able to provide some advice on what books that are most worth your time – and I’ve made sure not to include spoilers! I’ve purposely steered clear of any books that I know to be commonly used in school curriculums, but plenty of recommended books for school are amazing works as well!

1. All The Light We Cannot See

This is an extremely touching story about a French girl who is blind and an orphaned German boy during World War II. They each encounter different problems as the war plays out, with the French girl eventually working to support the French Resistance and the German boy becoming frustrated at how scientific innovations are being used for war. Each of them is blind in their own way – the French girl is physically blind, while the German boy feels that he has been blinded from the positive side of the world due to the negative war rhetoric. It has a very bittersweet ending that further contributes to the overall feeling of the book. A must read for sure.

2. A Game Of Thrones

You knew this was going to be on here. I decided to read this book after watching a couple episodes of HBO’s TV adaptation, and I must say that I am super impressed with the original novel series. There’s an enormous amount of detail poured into this book, that every Game of Thrones fan would enjoy. Upon opening the pages of the book, I was immediately whisked away to the kingdom of Westeros, and I could feel a connection with the setting and characters immediately. Even if you don’t like the Game of Thrones TV show, still give the books a shot – they are amazing in their own respect.

3. The Kite Runner

This is a truly emotional story that incorporates the events that have happened in our real world into a heart-warming fiction story. The Kite Runner is based around a young Afghan boy called Amir and follows events in his life as he grows. His experiences span from periods of relative stability in Afghanistan to Soviet intervention and the refugee influx to Pakistan to the rise of the Taliban. All along the way, he experiences a very close relationship with his friend, Hassan. Amir is unable to prevent violence against Hassan in one scene, which gives him a great amount of guilt. The rest of the story centres around Amir’s attempt to make it up to Hassan.

4. The Circle

This techno style futuristic novel is about an extremely powerful Internet company called The Circle, and the experiences of one employee named Mae who works there. She moves up the ranks of the company fast, and she soon discovers a new project that the company is pursuing: SeeChange, a project where small cameras are placed everywhere in the world for surveillance purposes. Mae embraces the motif of transparency, but many in the story begin to question the motives of The Circle and they begin to attempt to protect their privacy. The conflicts that result are truly nail-biters. In April, the movie The Circle was released, and it had quite a different ending. If you have time for either the movie or the book, make sure that you do go and see/read The Circle in some form!

5. The Hunt For Red October

Last, but certainly not least, is my personal favourite on this list. The Hunt For Red October is the first book written by Tom Clancy in the Jack Ryan series, which is based around the titular character(Jack Ryan) as he works in the CIA during the Cold War. The book is about a Soviet nuclear submarine, named the Red October, which has a crew that wishes to defect to the USA. The book details all of the military and intelligence responses from both the USA and the Soviet Union, as well as the diplomatic processes that were pursued by both countries during this time period. It is one of the most action-packed espionage books I have ever read, and I thoroughly enjoyed the suspense that the book brought to me. With this book, Tom Clancy became my favourite novelist, and I continue to read his trilogy today.

That concludes my list of my favourite fiction books. I’ll post my list of nonfiction books in the next part!

 

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The Science In Memes

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If you’ve been living a rock since 2005, you may not know what a “meme” is. Also, hi! Trump is now our president. Yeah. That actually happened…

A “meme”, defined by Google’s Dictionary is…

…or in other words, everything you see on Facebook and Instagram nowadays. (You have not been on the internet if you have not seen one of these).

In 2017, memes have become more popular than ever, from the wholesome to the downright offensive. There isn’t a day in your life where you haven’t opened up your social media, and seen one of your friends sharing images of some photo which they though was funny. You may laugh, you may cringe, or you may pretend to laugh when in your heart you are really thinking, “My god is that awful, how could anyone laugh at that?” Regardless, you, inexplicably, have faced a meme (and if your reaction to your friends memes is the third one, you may also need new friends…)

According to various Reddit threads, there are approximately infinite memes circulating around the interwebs since its alleged conception in 2000 (may or may not be scientifically accurate). Ranging from the human legend of Chuck Norris, to plethora of “Cash me outside” memes circumventing around Facebook today. The meme has become so popular that there are ACTUAL UNIVERISTY STUDENTS AT STANFORD WHO HAVE WRITTEN PAPERS ON THIS. I’m not joking.

Onkar Dalal, Deepa Mahajan, Ilana Segall and Meghana Vishvanath of Stanford University took the liberty of using various pieces of data found on MemeTracker.com to explore and examine the relative lifetime relevance of a meme across the interwebs. The real purpose of this analysis (besides enjoying many memes) was to discover how news propagates across media platforms, using memes as a springboard for this investigation. Unfortunately, according to their results, the data was far too scattered to accurately pinpoint an average or average range for meme survival. From their conclusion, the researchers have stated that they hope to “examine more memes” for future research. If I ever found a field that I’m truly interested in, this is it: Memeology.

But wait! There’s more! BBC did a 40 minute study into what makes a great meme, using the classic Kermit as an example:

 

…their conclusion? The more notable the content of the meme is, the more popular it becomes. And it’s true! Almost every popular meme comes from a massive origin story, some foundation which the audience basis its enjoyment from. It’s not interesting if your neighbour Doug takes a picture of himself and puts some Comic Sans, but it’s hilarious when you put an image of Donald Trump saying “I will improve the economy” and then putting a BBC article of Donald Trump disbanding all of his economic councils yesterday. (No seriously, all his economic councils were cut off. Oh did you know? Donald Trump is the USA’s president). This is what make memes funny, the “inside” joke that only a certain demographic can relate to. What memes actually do is they trigger a part of your brain, your short-term, long-term, or retentive memory, which supplement the meme with the meaning. Without cognitive knowledge, a meme makes no sense at all, and often leaves some really awkward moments…

And you thought memes were just jokes; they are the pinnacle of science. Educate yourself.

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The Meaning Behind New York Times Bestseller

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When browsing for books at the public library, it’s not uncommon for me to wander into the Teens Fiction Novels section and pick up a book that’s marked with New York Times Bestseller at the top of the front cover. Several years of reading these “bestseller” books later, I only recently came to wonder: what does this label exactly mean?

Many sources simply say that a book requires 9,000 copies to be sold in order to be considered a NYT Bestseller in the first week of release. This seems pretty straightforward, but the ranking system behind the scenes has received heavy critique and sparked great controversy.

There are two said methods to get onto the list:
1. Make individual sales or,
2. Buy your way onto the list

The first method is the way most authors would think to go about this. The deliberate use of the term “individual” sales implies that books sold in bulk are not counted by NYT. So if a certain order of 1,500 copies of a book is made by a company, that sale is not considered. At this stage, the process of making it onto this bestseller list seems uncomplicated but there are a few other unwritten requirements here. At least 10,000 pre-orders of a book should be made; otherwise there’s an unlikely chance of becoming a NYT Bestseller. The why’s of that statement, I’m not too clear on but it most likely shows accounts of heavy marketing and therefore foreseen popularity. Another factor is that ebooks are not counted because they technically aren’t “physical books”. On top of all of that, there are only a few select stores across the US that NYT will count sales from.

Onto the second method. Straight away, you’re probably rethinking the competency of those who’ve called themselves a NYT Bestselling author. A whole level of ethicality comes into view but mind you, buying your way onto the list can be just as difficult as the first method. You need to consider that buying enough copies to make the list can cost upwards of $200,000 and these still have to be individual purchases! An author may hire people to purchase all of the author’s books in a store one at a time.

Either way, these ways still cannot guarantee you a spot on that bestseller list. NYT gets the final say on the rankings and of course, there are plenty of biases. For example, if the author works for the NYT, there’s a higher chance of their book being ranked higher and staying on the list longer. This is only one example, which means that even if a book meets all the criteria for being a NYT bestseller, several other factors can block a book from becoming a NYT bestseller.

We’ve established that getting onto this prestigious list is hard enough, but there’s a major caveat to having that label: once a book becomes a NYT bestseller, it becomes the property of the NYT. Following up, the NYT will not cover marketing so an author will lose a huge percent of their future profits off their book, and will be responsible for advertising it.

All things considered, why aim for this title? It seems incredibly difficult to get and seems to have minimal benefits, so is it worth your time? To a professional writer, being known as a New York Times Bestseller author means better future publisher deals, and after this recognition, individual sales on future books may get you a much faster profit.

Knowing all of this, I give all my respects to the authors who have gotten their books to be listed as a bestseller by the New York Times. The next time you pick up a New York Times Bestseller, think about all the decisions that author had to make to get their book the way as you see it.

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The AI Revolution

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For my entire childhood, I’ve associated the term “Artificial Intelligence” with Wall-E and Star Wars characters. But no longer. AI is not out beyond the horizon anymore, but rather it is a very plausible reality. Countries are flooding AI companies with federal grants. Computing power in our world is doubling every 18 months. In fact, at the end of July, Facebook had to shut down one of its AI experiments because two AIs started communicating to each other in a language that they created, that humans could not understand. With this development comes much excitement and much fear. Computing has finally reached a new level, that could potentially mean even greater accomplishments in the future. However, Elon Musk, Bill Gates, and Steven Hawking have all warned that AI could potentially have unforeseen consequences on the human race. At this potential turning point in technology engineering, let’s take a look back at what got us here.

1955 – The term “Artificial Intelligence” is coined

In a study jointly proposed by many scientists and tech professionals, they mentioned the term “artificial intelligence”, the first time that phrase was used. That one term really brought all of the work that had been done in the field over multiple centuries under the same banner.

 

1997 – Deep Blue is the first AI robot to beat a world champion at chess

This was the first time that many citizens learned about the true power of AI. Deep Blue, an AI machine made by IBM, defeated Garry Kasparov, the reigning chess world champion. It was truly a defining moment in AI history that brought positive publicity and awareness to the field of AI.

 

2009 – Google starts to develop a driverless car

This was the starting date of Google’s driverless car development. Many aspects of road conditions and other cars had to be taken into account during programming, making this task widely considered impossible. But Google defied all expectations when it became the first self-driving vehicle to pass a driving test in the USA in 2014.

These three events are widely considered to be the largest huge milestones in AI development history. With every coming day, more developments are made, and we get closer to a world where AI will eventually match, and perhaps even surpass, human intelligence. Until then, we can only wait in suspense and in excitement for the world that awaits us!

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Dreams Tonite: A Playlist For Dreamers

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August: Host of the dog days of summer, and quite literally the “Sunday” of summer. Whether you’re excited about school or not, the month can produce bittersweet sentiments. For some, school is unimaginable and the very thought of it makes you want to vomit. For others, school represents friends and cherished extra-curriculars. Whatever the case may be, August is the month of last ditch efforts to savour the sweltering sun and relax in non-sub-zero temperatures that Canadians are so accustomed to. With this in mind, having the perfect soundtrack to your summer can be a tedious and sometimes nearly impossible task to curate. Therefore, I’ve taken it upon myself to carefully craft a playlist for the last days of summer. Lay in the grass, live in the moment, and maybe give these songs a listen.

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Some Thoughts on General Social Issues [I]

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Preface

I should say that I am in no way against Liberalism and any schools of thought associated with general modern Liberalism. A comparison could be made between schools of thought and physics is that there is a dichotomy between the classic approach and the modern approach.

In physics, the classic approach is the Newtonian style of physics where mathematics is useful and vector/scalar values are relatively small. It is the approach where the action at a distance concept applies. However, in modern physics Newtonian physics is virtually overhauled completely, and the action-at-a-distance idea is replaced by the concept of fundamental particles and the wave-particle duality. Not to mention in modern physics relativistic theory and quantum theory are used in which mathematics falls down completely nearing the apex of theory. Precision and accuracy in classic physics is instead replaced by quantum probability, namely Heisenberg’s Principle of Uncertainty (where velocity and position cannot both be measured exactly).

Much like modern schools of thoughts, there is a lot of grey area in between opposed to the clear distinction between the left and the right wings. To me, the modern framework of schools of thought does cause confusion since words like “liberalism” and “conservatism” are thrown around virtually every single day yet their original meanings have become distorted. As a result of such, in this article I will attempt to rigorously define the terms so that, at least to me, there will not be much confusion.

PART 1. POLARIZATION

I highly recommend reading Genocidal Organ as a thought provoker to understand the way that words and language work, as it truly makes a good premise for the current way the media functions. Words have a lot of influence, from the extreme to the moderate, on human emotions. Certain words incite stronger emotions than others, and leads to people feeling more inclined towards certain ideas than others. I suppose, to some extent, that is the power of the foundation of the human society as a collective. After all, communication is what we use on a daily basis. From how I see it, bias is inevitable as it is part of being human. Even those who claim to be ‘fully objective’ are biased and are inclined towards on ideology compared to another as a result of the subjectivity of objectivity. (See: researcher’s bias/confirmation bias).

Based on these biases, I usually do not discriminate or disparage people for their opinions unless it is polarizing and unjustified. However, something which I cannot tolerate is the current way the mass media functions, as it to some extent can be considered propaganda. Not to discredit the liberal ideology, the majority of media outlets are vastly left wing (i.e. in the modern sense that they trend towards equality and individual freedoms, or what many would consider nowadays, social justice.) While this has had its many benefits on society, such as the various advancement of civil and social issues, we have seen many drawbacks in recent years. I feel like in this case the United States of America would be a very notable case study since the left wing media has indeed contributed to many of the issues in recent years, ranging from the riots (if you read the article you once again notice the confusion between the different school of thought terms being thrown around) to the general suppression of different ideologies (read: Google’s Ideological Echo Chamber.)

If one were to do research on any recent social issues, any semblance of what we would consider to be objectivity, or the semblance to other ideologies that are not left wing is quite minimal, if not nonexistent. While I do not support nor go against the various issues that have occurred, I feel that general discussions need to be raised about the various social issues that have occurred, opposed to the blatant attacks on any persons or ideologies that do not coincide itself to what is the modern left wing thought. It does not take one to venture very far into the internet to see the effects of the media bias. The Wall Street Journal, the Washington Post, the Independent, CNN, MSNBC, and Buzzfeed are all pivotal to the promotion of what I would consider borderline extreme modern liberal ideology due to the immense media polarization of the majority of news articles written by their employed journalists. The Wall Street Journal just recently was the centrepiece involved in a fiasco involving YouTube which has led to a massive change in YouTube’s monetization policy. From these issues and more, I feel that the media bias has become more of a damage to society than it can be a good thing as it promotes a central homogeneous ideology that does not allow dissent.

In a time where it is becoming more important to be aware of the various issues in the world from many different perspectives (such as the rivalry between the two superpowers, the United States of America and the Russian Federations), these media outlets which does not promote critical thinking abilities can only serve to create detriments and ultimately cause more harm than good if tensions do rise. Instead of destroying dissenting and opposing ideologies, we should be more open and accept more discussion pointers. Let us think critical, accept different ideologies to truly make an impact.

Part Two and beyond to come in a separate post(s). 

The Mind of a Perfectionist

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Everyone defines their high school years differently. My teacher said she barely remembers her high school years- that’s how insignificant they were. However, I hold steadfast to the idea that nothing is truly insignificant, we just perceive it to be that way. The dust particles that float around your screen while you read this have been around since the beginning of the universe, as matter is neither created nor destroyed. Is something as dust still as insignificant as you had previously thought?

Similarly, nothing you do or feel is insignificant, even if your own mind convinces you so. The feeling of incompetence originates from that lowly self-perception, the feeling that you’re “not good enough” no matter what you do. Perfectionists, whom I once was, often perceive themselves this way. This past year, I had been doing well in school. However, reading my 2:45 AM journal entry, you would never think so. This is what goes on inside the mind of a perfectionist:

For the past year, I can’t help but feel like a failure and disappointment to myself. I assumed everyone feels that way from time to time, but all the time? It’s 2:45 AM right now on a school night, and I can’t go to sleep. My brain is like a computer I can’t shut down, a computer that I always think has malfunctioned; calculating everything I could have done better on and I need to do from now on. I’m not suffering from insomnia, so what’s keeping me up at night? And at 2:45 AM, it hit me.

I’ve always been driven by passion and interest. This year, it’s about exactly what mark I need to maintain in my school courses.  I should be chasing growth, but when your reputation and academic future relies on a mark you get, a lot of the times, you end up not chasing growth, but perfection. Many times, I show up to class not to learn for the sake of gaining knowledge and inspiration, but because I need to know whatever lesson to do excellent on Thursday’s quiz… I need to get this mark on this thing to get into this program so i can live a decent life. It’s ridiculous… this vicious cycle of attaining perfection.

In a digitized world, the most outstanding and fastest technologies have warped our day-to-day lives, plugged into our heads and clinging to our legs wherever we go. Incarnates of perfection are paraded on every store-front we walk by, plastered on instagram posts we scroll by, flaunted by every self-conceited, seemingly self-fulfilled person… and our subconscious takes note. Constantly nibbling at the information we’re being fed, a USB feeding us file after file… the constant whirring, beeping, and ringing of a….

machine…?

In today’s world, is that what our existence essentially must account to?

It’s easy to blame societal influence for the flaws in our self-perception. However, it’s not “today’s world” that decides anything- it’s you. In the midst of that night, I looked to the specks of dust dancing in the moon’s spotlight. The universe is constantly evolving and changing seasons, and finally, I began to accept myself as that way too. Never forget, that your life changes only when you do.

 

Making Peace

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At 8 I was told I’m too dark.

At 10 I was told I look like a terrorist.

At 11 I was told I should shave my face.

At 15 I was told I am too short.

And at 17 I have finally made peace with myself and my body.

Having gone to 14 different schools, I taught myself to have thick skin, to over look the constant bullying and criticism that comes along with being the new “freak” at school. But somehow I was able to overlook the comments that would be falsely and harshly judging my character but I was never able to overlook the comments made on the way I looked.

When I first moved to Canada, I was studying at UHill elementary in UBC. But shortly after turning 8 years old, during the summer my family and I moved yet again, and I found out I am one of the three people of colour in my school. Because of the constant bullying, I ate by myself and some days I flat out refused to eat, I hated going out in the sun because I would only tan. When I went up a grade, my family said I was too skinny, given the fact you could count my rib bones through my shirt. Although things did start to get better for me because I made my first friend there, she was picked on for being too pale so she understood some what I was going through.

When we moved again, it was a fairly diverse school, and although I only went for three weeks, I wish I hadn’t. People called me a terrorist and called me worse names than before, names I would ask my parents about. At this point I flat out refused to get out of the house all summer. I was still not happy with the way my skin looked, so I wore mostly black to make me look lighter against the clothes I wore. When I moved schools again, I was happy because I was friends with many people right away and people were most accepting. Then in about a year, my friends started calling me a boy, because unlike them, I didn’t wear a proper bra yet, because unlike them, most of my friends were guys, and on top of all that the hair on my upper lip would stand out more than most.

Now although I wasn’t discriminated against because of the colour of my skin, I added another thing to my list that I didn’t like about myself. I still have people comment and point it out, but thankfully I don’t let it bother me anymore. In February of this year,  I started to go to the gym. And although I wasn’t seeing too many results I was losing weight and becoming lean. And when I initially started to try dresses on in March, I wasn’t too happy with the way my body looked in any dress. But around came April, and I went to a bridal shop with a friend and after trying on 17 dresses that day alone, I tried on an dark red mermaid dress and I was so happy with the way my body had started to look!

As time went on, I got more and more lazy with how many times a week I would go to the gym. Because of that and stress eating because of IB exams and diploma’s, I found I had gained unhealthy weight again. I became overly conscious about how much I was eating, and I began to eat very little. In June whilst my grandparents were here, they made me promise them that I would eat more and or they would leave early if I didn’t start eating more. I started eating about 2500 calories a day and going to the gym at least 5 days a week with next to no cardio, just moderate weight training and HITT (high interval intensity training) twice a week. Although I was still not seeing the big difference in my body I wanted, I didn’t realize that by the end of July, I had gained 13 pounds, even though I had lost a few inches off my hips and waist! Once I saw that I was 113 pounds finally, I was truly content with my body even if it wasn’t very curvy or strong yet. I started to feel more motivated after seeing that big increase in muscle mass. I started watching a lot of fitness journey videos and about how so many people had the same struggles with their bodies when they first started going to the gym. I did a lot more research about warm ups and exercises, and came up with a workout regimen. I tried my best to only have a cheat snack thrice a week. But the more I did this, the most I fell in love with the way my body is and the way it looks and performs. Instead of focusing on how my body looks, I focused more on how well my body was performing! I never stopped to appreciate how much my body can bear and how well it copes after a workout or how it doesn’t let me down.

For me, I don’t think I would have been able to love my body the way I do now if I had kept focusing on just the way it looks and the way it doesn’t looks like a fitness models (yet). Visual result and performance results takes time, and patience is key. I think we have to be able to love our body before we can start seeing true and effective results. For me, this was a long hard struggle of looking at the glass half full rather than the glass half empty.  From learning to loving the way I rock my skin and body type to the way I look in all clothes and how I look whether I stand or sit, I am finally and for once contented with the way I look.

Things To Do When You’re Bored

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This is an overused blog topic. I know this for a fact.

Summer is meant for hanging out with friends. Summer is meant for spending quality time with your family. But, if you’re anything like me and like to spend this free time cooped up in your bedroom alone rather than going outside and enjoying the vitamin D, then here are a few things you can do before summer 2017 ends.

Welcome to the guide that definitely wasn’t asked for and probably will not do good for the increasing numbers of antisocial teens.

1: Binge-Watch a TV Show

I mean, this is a no brainer! What’s better than sitting down by yourself and watching a couple seasons of a show? You know, no big deal. I’m currently hooked on Brooklyn Nine-Nine and Grey’s Anatomy. I’ve finished seven seasons of Grey’s in about five weeks. I like to call that an accomplishment.

2: Make Spotify Playlists

Okay, now this is actually fun and a good use of your time, quite honestly. What I like to do is make playlists for varying moods, like this one meant for calming vibes:

It’s super fun going through Spotify to find music you like, and putting them together. Besides, school is about to start again and you’ll need a good playlist to listen to while going and coming from there.

3: Join a Fandom

Fandoms, I think, are a blessing to this planet. I’ve loved the band One Direction for as long as I can remember, and a few years ago I made the decision to join the online fandom, and it’s probably been one of my best decisions thus far. Everyone’s a family there, and you can meet new people and make new friends. You can also get recognition for making cool things like fanfiction, fan art, video edits, and picture edits! If there’s a celebrity you happen to like, I definitely suggest joining the online fandom over the summer.

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4: Do Things For Yourself!

Self love is the best love! Take care of yourself over the summer. Do things like putting on a face mask, painting your nails, a bubble bath, etc. etc. It always leaves me feeling great.

5: Watch Tutorials For Things That You’ll Probably Never Do

You know, those 30 second Instagram cooking tutorials, or makeup tutorials. Or you know, ones that make absolutely no sense whatsoever. They’re still fun to watch, though!

                        

6: Go On Children’s Websites and Trick The Children

The fact that I’m suggesting you do this and have done this in the first place is kind of alarming and proves I truly am lonely, but hear me out. One of the most fun things to do is going on Club Penguin, Poptropica, or Roblox and trick the children their into thinking you’re one of them. Or, in simpler terms, trick them into thinking you’re a child as well. It’s quite fun and will give you many laughs. (Also, Poptropica isn’t that bad of a game.)

    

7: Learn All The Lyrics To A Rap Song

My friends, this is one of the most fun thing you could ever do. I recently learnt all the lyrics to Super Bass by Nicki Minaj, and, if I do say so myself, I spit fire everywhere I go.

 

And there, my fellow introverts, is seven unique things to do when you’re bored but would rather wallow away in your loneliness than doing the easy task of meeting up with a friend!

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Money in Soccer: The Corruption Conundrum

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On August 4, 2017, a soccer team spent 222 million U.S. dollars (193 million euros) on a single player.

For all those people reading this who are fans of soccer, you probably know that this transfer was one of astronomical proportions, a seismic shock that spread across the globe and pierced the hearts of every diehard fan alike. Also, Hi! I’m a soccer/football fan too.

For everyone else who doesn’t have a EPL app on their phone (just me?), lemme clear a few things up. Like any sport, soccer teams spend money every winter and summer season to either buy, sell or loan certain soccer players from other teams to join their own. In many ways, it is a rejuvenation of each team, to fix certain errors in play, and often a preparation for an exciting new season in August. (Which is starting THIS Saturday, by the way).

Usually, these soccer transfers go from 6 digit figures to 8 digit figures, notable ones being Cristiano Ronaldo from Manchester United to Real Madrid for around 94 million euros, Luis Suarez from Liverpool to FC Barcelona for around 64 million euros, and so on. However, let me  be the first to tell you 193 million euros (or 222 million dollars), is the first seen in history.

Neymar Jr (seen above), a Brazilian left-wing superstar at a mere 22 years of age, transferred from FC Barcelona to Paris Saint-Germain, in the most expensive signing of a player since the beginning of time. The cost was so expensive, that various organizations and the federal government of France had to put the club owner, Nasser Al-Khelafi, on the watch-list in suspension of corruption.

For 99% of the world population, 222 million U.S. dollars is a pretty difficult number to digest, so let me help you with some helpful comparisons:

1. 222 million U.S. dollars can buy approximately 750 Ferrari’s

2. 222 million U.S. dollars can buy this mansion, and still have around 70 million left.

3. 222 million U.S. dollars is a higher GDP than the countries of Bermuda, Monaco, Venezuela and Libya in 2016.

4. The second most expensive private island in the world, Ronde Island, costs around 100 million dollars.

That means, with 222 million U.S. dollars, you could buy that island, as well as this Lincoln Park mansion too, and still have around 50 million left over… (just imagine putting this mansion on that island, then swimming in 50 million 1 dollars bills…heaven isn’t it.)

With a world record transfer deal like this, it is no wonder why some people are angered over the cost. Twitter users have taken to the internet to complain all about the exorbitant cost of this transfer, and what the money could have been used for instead. (Since anonymous, no link to the tweet…sorry)

But, let’s remember, that even though the cost is ridiculously high, soccer is fundamentally entertainment: one of the most expensive forms of entertainment. European soccer clubs make billions of dollars annually for ticket sales, sponsorships, merchandise and other revenue streams. According to Business Insider UK, PSG alone (the club that spent 222 million dollars on Neymar Jr.) earned approximately 1.4 billion dollars in 2016, the highest of any club that year. So with so much money, is it really a surprise that corruption runs amok? I hope not.

To a majority of soccer fans out there, like myself, there has been a disgusting pattern developing in the sport: the pursuit of money. Big name players, club heroes, legends of the game and young stars, all running off to different clubs and countries looking for a bigger paycheque. They ignore their loyalties and fans, all for an extra bit of back-pocket cash. But it doesn’t stop there. Organizations like FIFA have been overtly corrupt for the past 10 years, claiming themselves to be a non-profit, while possessing over a billion dollars in surplus.

Just when you thought the corruption could not get worse, it does. For the 2022 World Cup, the country of Qatar has reportedly had over 1,200 deaths in construction workers since preparations in 2010. If you are looking for evidence, Fortune International wrote an article talking about different stadiums that were built from “slave workers,” ones who earned pennies for their work, ones who suffer from a lack of basic human rights, and people troubled by other injustices. I highly recommend you have a skim. These are the people who work behind the scenes, the ones who put their lives at risk so we can enjoy 90 minutes of football. Ultimately, this has become the state of modern-day football, and for many like myself, it’s revolting.

But what can we really do? Not much, but what we’ve always done best. Enjoy soccer for the sake of soccer. It is the world’s most celebrated sport, the most popular sport. A sport that can bring millions upon millions of people together under one roof: the love for soccer. And yes, while there is a fraction of the population that plays the sport for a career, the rest us play, for the competition, for the team work, for the moment when you score a goal.

It doesn’t matter how poor or rich you are, the emotions that surge within you when you play the game are the exact same. Whether you have the 100 dollar Premier League Nike Ball, or a hand-sewn ball covered in a trash bag, rolling on the dust. It doesn’t matter if you have your neighbour friend Bill, or Real Madrid’s Gareth Bale playing along side you. It doesn’t matter if you play on the Camp Nou, or pavement on the street. We play, to play. This is what soccer is truly meant to be. This, my friends, is entertainment.

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A Note On “Beach Bodies”

The scorching heat is a reminder of a season embraced by many, but somewhat dreaded by others. That’s right, now’s the time to break out the sunscreen and bikinis, because trips to the pool, lake, or beach are just around the corner. For many of us, along with the promise of fun and the sun, there comes a certain sense of anxiety or self-consciousness as to the way we may be perceived by others.

The media has created this image of what the “perfect body” should be, and for the vast majority of us, this image just isn’t a realistic lens through which we can view ourselves. It’s easy to become obsessed or at least intrigued by the idea of having a flat stomach, a thigh gap, or washboard abs, especially when society has tied the ideas of a perfect body and an individual’s worth together. The fact of the matter is that this creates a toxic perception of body image for many people; whether you’re male, female, young, old, black, white, or anywhere in between, it’s difficult to look at advertisements without comparing yourself to the models in them and thinking about how you stack up against them. As unfortunate as it may feel at times, unless you’re an elite athlete, bodybuilder, model, or you follow a strict diet and exercise regimen, it’s unlikely that you will ever be able to look at yourself in the mirror and see the body that society has put on a pedestal.

 

And you know what? That’s okay.

 

Very few people fit into the mold of what we’re told that a perfect body is.

This is something that I have personally struggled with for many years, and have only come to peace with recently. Many of my friends growing up, and even now, are high-level athletes, are naturally slim, or just really enjoy going to the gym and living a healthy lifestyle. For me, who struggled with athletics until I was 14, and who still fights the urge to just lay on the couch eating Cheezies instead of going for a run, I always felt like I was the fat friend. It’s difficult not to feel that way when your best friend wears a size 4 and you wear a size 12, yet you stand eye-to-eye. The mountains of photographic evidence of this amassed over the years don’t help much either. It took years for me to be comfortable enough with the cellulite and stretch marks on my thighs to wear bikini bottoms instead of board shorts.

Maybe you wear one-piece bathing suits because you feel like they cover up or camouflage your insecurities. Maybe you’re the last one to take your shirt off before jumping in the lake, and the first one to put it back on when you come back out. Maybe you completely avoid situations where you feel exposed because they’re too much to handle. For the longest time, I was in the same boat as you. Now that I’ve begun to accept myself, I’m going to let you in on a little secret that helped me. The people that you surround yourself with, whether they are friends or family, care about you and love you for who you are, not for the number that you see on the scale. They don’t care how you look in a bathing suit, or in anything else. Chances are that they’re struggling with some of the same worries that you are. Even though nothing has physically changed for me since I began this journey toward total self-acceptance, I feel so much better knowing that the people around me simply don’t give a second thought as to how many stomach rolls I have or how thick my thighs are.

 

 

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Summer Movie List!!!

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With many summer commitments, like summer school and SHAD, coming to an end, youth in Calgary are starting to find more time on their hands and starting to head out to the movies with friends more often. I personally have already watched a good number of movies this summer with both friends and family, and I must say that it’s probably one of the best ways to relax and chill! For those of you looking to start watching more movies, I’ve decided to help compile a list of the best summer movies (in my opinion). Don’t worry, the below introductions for the movies will be mostly spoiler free!

Spiderman: Homecoming

I’ll be completely honest, I’ve never been a huge fan of the Spiderman series. Ever since I was little, I always thought Spiderman was the least “cool” of all the Marvel superheroes (I probably just offended 500 people right there). In fact, the only reason that I saw this movie was because I do my very best to keep up with all of the Marvel Cinematic Universe lore, and missing a movie would mess up all the continuity that was already established in my brain. The movie was actually a lot of fun to watch, with lots of unexpected humour and new perspectives about the world that the characters live in. Tom Holland was a great Spiderman actor, and the storyline played perfectly into everything that was already known about the other Marvel movies. This movie made me even more hyped up for the next instalment in the MCU, Thor Ragnarok! You can read more about Spiderman: Homecoming in Ananya’s post from a few days ago!

Dunkirk

So one day I was flipping through the Wikipedia app on my phone and I went to the trending pages bar, to see that the Battle of Dunkirk was the top visited page in the last 24 hours. I was really quite confused about why a battle so long ago in WWII would all of a sudden be the most searched up article on Wikipedia, so I did a quick Google search and voila: it was Christopher Nolan’s new war epic. My first Christopher Nolan movie was Interstellar, which thoroughly impressed me, and so I decided to watch Dunkirk as well to see if it actually lived up to the reputation that critics were giving it. During the movie, the dialogue, explosions, and stressful music all kept me on the edge of my seat. I do have my criticisms for the storyline about the airforce. There were only three British Spitfires from start to finish, and so dogfights were not as exciting as I anticipated. It was also really hard at the beginning to tell which planes were German and which were British, so when a plane went down I wasn’t sure if I should have been happy or sad. The land and sea story lines more than made up for the shortcomings in the air storyline however. All in all, it was a really well made movie that had a perfect soundtrack, which I would highly recommend seeing.

Transformers: The Last Knight

One. Last. Time. Michael Bay’s last Transformers movie lived up to his reputation, with crazy amounts of CGI and an excessive number of explosions. It was an absolutely crazy thriller, and my love for the Transformers series through the years makes me a biased supporter of this movie. I used to be that kid with all the different Transformers toys lined up neatly in my room, and I absolutely enjoyed my first Transformers movie. I know that lots of people criticize the entire Transformers franchise for having an underwhelming repetitive storyline, and I have to at least agree somewhat with that criticism. That doesn’t stop me from recommending this movie to anybody who loves breathtaking scenes and epic robot-on-robot moments!

Despicable Me 3

I’ve been waiting for this one since Despicable Me 2. Way back then, I had a bet with someone that Gru would go back to evil. I don’t remember who that someone was, but if they are reading this right now, please buy me ice cream at McDonald’s like you promised! It was pretty much what you would expect from a good-guy-turned-bad-guy-turned-good-guy-again movie, with random wacky stuff like chewing gum all over the place and a real life (kinda) unicorn. As great as the movie was, I think that it didn’t quite top the Minions movie. Perhaps it’s time for a shift to more of the little yellow guys!

 

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My very last day of highschool

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For most of my friends their last day for high school was back on June 13, 2017.

For me it was the last Friday of July this year. I just had a bit of upgrading to do before I started university.  This last month was truly enjoyable for me, it wasn’t just about getting good grades and stressing all of the time. It was about me and my friends having healthy competition and just having a good time whenever we could because other wise we would juts be roasting each other on our group chat while our amazing teacher taught us the fundamental counting principal. I feel like this was my proper goodbye to the last 16 years of my life. A healthy, stress free and fun way to end such a big chapter in my life. And yes, 16 years, I forced my parents to put me into preschool when I was a year and a half.  My friends and I, called ourselves the memeteam, but in the end it became the dream team. With our daily visits to CPU by Centennial, and Mirza’s crazy manual driving, Alex’s dark depressing humor, Richard’s instagram page dedicated to his booty gains, and Aden’s multitude of faces, and Leili’s obsession with her puppy, Tess’ genius, and Brooklyn with her country music, we were a family. Five hours a day every day we spent together and just made the most of it to make it still feel like we weren’t missing out on summer.

As soon as I turned the other way from my new friends I had made that summer, as soon as I pushed out the first door I could feel weight being lifted off my chest. And as soon as I walked through the second set of doors, it was like this huge weight was taken off my chest. I was relieved. And as a friend said to me that day “For them they still have some way to go. For us, it’s the beginning of the rest of the rest of our our lives.” We’re out for good. Finally. And as cliché I might sound, it does feel like the beginning of the rest of my life. This big chapter is officially over. Over for good. I’ve been looking forward to this since, well since the beginning of high school, and I guess since I was 7 years old. I couldn’t wait for it to be over and now it is. I just have three exam hours left. And thats it.

My last month, my last day was everything I ever wanted it to be, and I don’t think it could have ended any better.

July Favourites

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(Don’t mind the fact that I sound like a beauty guru) Summer’s only half way past, but it’s given me enough time to try out some new things that have quickly earned a spot on my favourites list. The month of July for me had been a pretty busy month, I always had something to do!  Hopefully, some of these things will become your favourites, too!


X Company– The very first thing I did on my first day of summer break was, obviously, binge-watch tv shows. I had heard about this one Canadian show that looked too good to pass on. So, being the granny that I am, I immediately went to the library and took out the first season on DVD (but you can find it here). There was no time to waste. Before I’d known, I had finished two of the three seasons in less than a week. With every episode I watched, it was like I was feeding the fire that was my obsession. The show is called X Company and was aired from 2015-2017 on CBC. The plot of the show is focused on a group of five allied (Canadian, American, and British) spies during World War II. It’s based on a real-life Canadian “spy camp” named Camp X that was active during the second world war. The show is made up of the different missions the allied agents were sent on while they are behind enemy lines in Europe. It’s so interesting to watch shows like this, especially because it’s Canadian, it gives us a look into how Canada contributed in WW2. I feel like Canada is quite forgotten in the majority of Hollywood war movies where the main centre were the British, the Americans and the actual fighting in the war. That’s why I love X Company because provides a different perspective with the Canadian background and, not only the battle but the planning and intelligence associated with the war. You get to see them deceive German soldiers, crack codes, figure out confidential enemy plans, etc., it’s really quite a “keeps-you-on-the-edge-of-your-seat” type of show. Filled with action, drama, suspense and a bit of romance, X company has very quickly become one of my favourite shows. (Plus the guys are super attractive, trust me, so there’s another reason to watch.) x


Band of Brothers– Okay, perhaps this HBO miniseries produced by Steven Spielberg and Tom Hanks is more familiar to you. It has outstanding award achievements including a Golden Globe and multiple Primetime Emmys. But other than the impressive facts, the show itself is honestly so amazing and is the best thing ever. It’s made up of 10 parts and includes some of the most major World War II events that involved the United States such as D-Day, the Battle of Bulge, Operation Market-Garden, etc. Band of Brothers re-tell the story of Easy Company, who were a company of paratroopers in the 2nd Battalion, 506th PIR of the 101st Airborne Division. The miniseries takes you on a journey of everything Easy Company has ever been through, from their training in boot camp all the way to the end of the war in 1945. It’s quite detailed and every character portrays a real paratrooper who was in Easy Company. All their information was collected through memoirs, biographies and interviews with (some of) the real men of Easy Company. I love this miniseries because it gives you such an authentic experience of what it was like to be a paratrooper in WW2. It makes you feel the brotherly bond that forms between all the soldiers after each battle and therefore giving you a sense of the tragedy of causalities in the war. Band of Brothers is so real, it doesn’t just show you, like most war movies, the bloody fights and physical aspects of it all, but it brings mentality into the situation as well. Through every episode you can see it in the eyes of every soldier the pain and emptiness of the things they saw, the things they can’t explain, the things people at home wouldn’t understand. It really gives you a feel of what it’s like to be sitting there, in the cold snow, in enemy territory, having seen too much and never knowing what was going to happen. You’re definitely given a sense of what kind of sacrifices it took for you to be resting safe in your country. (Even though it’s based on an American company, you could imagine that’s how all soldiers felt.) Band of Brothers is absolutely a must-watch for those of you who haven’t. It is a LIFE CHANGER, I swear, you won’t regret it. x

*If you loved Band of Brothers, I suggest you also watch The Pacific which is another HBO War miniseries by Steven Spielberg and Tom Hanks. The Pacific focuses on the US Marine Corps and the battle in the Pacific (against Japan).


Aveeno Lotion Sunscreen– I know what you’re thinking, sunscreen should be more of a summer necessity than a favourite! But, let me tell you, out of all the sunscreen choices, I would pick Aveeno Lotion Sunscreen every time. Here’s the deal folks, because it’s a “lotion sunscreen,” I find it applies itself much easier than other sunscreens and plus, this one doesn’t just protect you from the sun, it hydrates your skin as well! (There’s also a version of that sunscreen adapted for people with sensitive skin!) I also find that it smells much better than the regular sunscreens and is far less greasy. Like the product name indicates, it feels more or less like lotion and doesn’t give you that stickiness after you’ve smeared it on your skin. I have had this sunscreen since June but I’ve actually started using it more consistently this month because I have to go sailing under the summer sun for seven hours a day for two weeks! What joy! But Aveeno lotion sunscreen has kept me from burning. Compared to the spray on sunscreen and the ordinary sunscreen, this one beats them all. x


Bullet Journals– Now, in my version of “bullet journaling”, I don’t use it to organize. Instead, my “bullet journal” is far from organized. I fill it with random doodles, notes, lists, journal entries, cut out pictures, etc. I’m not sure if there’s an official name for that type of book, but for now, let’s just call it Hilary’s Bullet Journal 2.0. In the summer, I have more time on my hands, which gives me more opportunities to fill up my journal! It has a little bit of everything in there. I’ve put in To-Do Lists, for summers and school. Some items on my list are legit (such as “participate more in class”) but some are simply weird, just to keep things interesting (like “cry so you remember that you have feelings”). With that, I also have lists of movies/shows to watch and books to read. And of course, a bucket list. Something about making lists is so satisfying, I love it. Next thing I have in my bullet journal 2.0 is a variety of little doodles. For example, if there’s a certain show or book I’m obsessed with, I’d dedicate a whole page to that and doodle the characters’ names along with mini drawings here and there. Sometimes, I’ll rewrite quotes as well but with fancy fonts so it looks professional and cute even though the actual quote is “I love tacos” or something like that. But every doodle page is organised so the drawings would be of the same category. All doodles under “Plants” would be of plants and all doodles under “Stranger Things” would be Stranger Things related. This journal also consists of journal entries and planning pages. Playlists, schedules, room plans, they’re all in there. Opinions, secrets, facts, they’re in there too. It’s like a burn book, but nice. This tiny bullet journal is all me. My thoughts, experiences, memories, my entire brain is on every page. It’s kind of an “All About Me” book in bullet journaling format. It’s a scrapbook, a diary, a (not mean) burn book, a sketchbook, a travel book and a bullet journal, all in one. You can get all that in a blank paged, $5 journal.


“Character” Playlists– I’m not sure how popular these are but I’ve seen a few and I absolutely thought they were the cutest things ever. It’s basically a fan-made playlist based on a specific character and it’s filled with songs the playlist creator thinks fits the character. It’s a little like those celebrity playlists on Spotify where the celebrities put together a simple playlist so that their fans could see what type of music they listen to (I love those, too). But since characters are not real, they cannot make the playlist themselves and thus, leaving the responsibility to the fans. The playlists are absolutely adorable and gives a chance to discover new music as well.

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Since we’re on the topic of Spotify, I also love those playlists where the song names tell a story/message. They’re so hilarious sometimes, I’m obsessed.

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I hope/suggest that you check out some of these things! Try them out sometime during the remainder of the summer!

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Exploring Europe: Tips and tricks

Recently, I was lucky enough to head to Europe for the summer vacation of my dreams. From Paris to Milan, we covered 5 cities in 14 days, and I learned a lot, took in the sights, and had a fantastic time!

Eiffel Tower as seen at night 

As with any vacation, we had our fair share of hiccups, including getting lost multiple times, dealing with the heat and long lines, and more. With that in mind, I’ve compiled a list of tips for the savvy traveler to ensure that they get the most out of their vacation with minor hassle:

Take breaks

France and Italy have been on my families bucket list for years, so when we got there, it was easy to fall into a “must see attitude” where we felt that we couldn’t waste any time, and had to see absolutely everything. However, all we accomplished was burning ourselves out, getting angry, and seeing less than if we had properly paced ourselves and taken breaks in between. The streets are filled with plenty of small cafes offering pastries, drinks, and ice cream, as well as a place to sit. Take time out of your busy schedule to relax and breathe a little, then get back to schedule. You’ll thank yourself later!

View from the Eiffel Tower

Stay hydrated

Its hot. Drink water! Wear hats and sunscreen! There’s nothing like a sunburn to spoil a vacation.

Venetian Canals

Plan…. but be flexible!

Having a rough itinerary, a list of must sees, and a schedule are all needed in order to maximize your time on vacation. However, be flexible and willing to change the schedule as needed. On the way to Versailles, my family caught the wrong train and ended up riding the train an hour in the opposite direction. Because of this delay, we had to wait over an hour in line to get tickets into the palace. On the way back from Versailles, we left on time, planning to visit Notre Dame Cathedral in the evening, but due to protesters striking on the train tracks, our train couldn’t move and it took us much longer to reach the Cathedral. As a result, we were too late to visit it that day. Instances like these are unplanned and there is really nothing to be done about them. Instead, just go with the flow, and find an alternative solution that best suits you.

The Colosseum (Rome)

Be prepared to walk (and climb) a lot

By day three my legs were sore, and they would remain sore for the rest of the two weeks. I must have climbed hundreds of flights of stairs, and walked around 15-20 km per day! Pack good walking shoes, and definitely don’t wear those high heels all day.

Painted ceilings at the Vatican Museum

Book in advance

Europe in its entirety is a gem filled with countless historical and artistic treasures. No matter where you visit, there are sure to be long lines and crowds. Because of this, you have to book in advance, sometimes months before the vacation. In Rome, we wanted to take a Colosseum tour, but they were all full, so we were not able to do so. In addition, the Last Supper viewings fill up extremely quickly as well. Take the time before the vacation to research places of interest, whether you can book in advance, and any deals or promotions they might have.

View from the Duomo in Florence

Maps are your friend

Don’t worry about looking touristy. Chances are, everyone around you is also a tourist. Take those maps (especially if using public transit) and use them proudly. It’s better than getting lost!

Milan Cathedral

Have a great European vacation!