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Youth Are Awesome, commonly referred to as YAA, is a blog written by youth for youth. YAA provides the youth of Calgary a place to amplify their voices and perspectives on what is happening around them. Youth Are Awesome is a program of Youth Central.

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Most Anticipated Spring 2019 Movies

Spring is just around the corner and with spring will come some of the most anticipated movies of the year. Here is a list of movies (in order of release) that you will not want to miss!

1. Shazam!

Although DC has a bad reputation with its movies, there has been significant improvement and Zachery Levi’s Shazam! should not disappoint.

2. Avengers: Endgame

This movie has been built up for close to a decade, this big conclusion to one of the biggest movie events of all time is sure to leave everyone in awe.

3. Detective Pikachu

Detective Pikachu is the first live action Pokemon movie, and is sure to be quite nostalgic for many viewers.

4. Aladdin

Disney has a lot of good movies releasing this year, and Aladdin is defiantly high up on their list. This movie, like Detective Pikachu, shold bring back those old childhood memories.

5. Dark Phoenix

Rumored to be the last X-men movie with the cast we have grown to love, Dark Phoenix is sure to be a good farewell to those familiar faces.

There are plenty of other good movies set to release in 2019, the Summer is sure to bring more great movies like Lion King, Toy Story 4, Hobbs and Shaw, and so much more! These five, however, are five Spring releases you do not want to miss!

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The Power of Choral Music: From Then Until Now

Music is a powerful tool. Whether it’s a Bösendorfer piano, a Tenori-On (Google it!) or a Shekere from West Africa, music has moved and touched humans all throughout time. It tells stories (take a look at “Wade in the Water”, a song sung by African slaves who worked in the fields) and is true to its time (how does the Baroque period compare to the Romantic era?). Yet, evidence shows that the earliest instruments weren’t even created until around 40,000 years ago, and that even without instruments, humans had been creating music ever since they had discovered their voices. This ancient music was developed with humming, yawning or clicking sounds, and a beat was created by tapping or clapping. Human voices were also used for many different purposes in prehistoric times. Noises were created to imitate nature, lure animals or serve as entertainment. With the creation of instruments such as flutes or drums, human voices only became more powerful and our concept of music was born.

Fast-forward a couple ten thousand years to the Middle Ages. The human voice, the most powerful instrument, has become an essential part of sacred beliefs and many religious endeavours. The modern, Western choral music we all know and love today had its beginnings in Gregorian chants sung by monks. The singers would perform passages in unison, blending to create one, unified harmony.

Soon, music began leaking out of churches and into secular activities. Naturally, choral music lost some of its strict structure and sacred influence. Plus, music faced a huge shift in audience. Hundreds of years later, choir is still a huge part of our musical cultures and still plays an important role in church services or religious events. With the hundreds of studies proving the benefits of learning and reading music for student brains, it is common (and encouraged!) for schools to participate in choir programs, and there are various events and festivals throughout the year with a focus on celebrating student choirs (heard of Choralfest?).

“The majority of choirs worldwide are not professional; they are students, children, amateurs, church choirs, who maybe only sing once or twice a week.”

– John Rutter, English composer and conductor

Not only is choral music more accessible than ever, it’s also adopted a diverse sound and can stem from various cultural influences, despite its unique start in Middle Age Gregorian chants.

Check out some of these pieces that come from all sorts of backgrounds and tell all sorts of stories. Even with a clear difference in sound, you’re sure to find some similarities between all of these choral pieces.

So, where is the future of choral music headed? It’s certain that the strong history of sacred music is here to stay, but so are all the new genres and branches of it. No doubt, choral music will continue to influence people from all cultural, ethnic or religious backgrounds as choral music has always been a huge part of human history. This still leaves us with the question of how this music will actually change in the future. Have you heard of Eric Whitacre’s Virtual Choir? Whitacre, a composer and conductor, was encouraged to reach out to singers from over 185 countries and put together various pieces performed by over 8,000 singers worldwide. One example of the incredible results is this:

So there you have it. Choral music is here to stay, even in our changing world. Choral, and music in general, has always been a tool used by humans to communicate what words couldn’t. Simply put, music is a human language, and in combination with the power of human voice, only time can tell what our music will be able to accomplish.

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Some Humorous Comics

Comics are a great way to reflect on life, laugh, and waste some time. XKCD is “a webcomic of romance, sarcasm, math, and language.” The creator is Randall Munroe, and he posts life situations, diagrams, and the occasional absurd product advertisement. There are currently over 2100 comics on the website. Here are some of them.

Chess Photo

Apple Spectrum

Name Bingo

Jack and Jill

Incoming Calls

Baby

Bad Map Projection: Liquid Resize

xkcd Phone 6

6/6 Time

Ballooning

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Hmm, Poetic

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My poetry anthology. Enjoy!


Florida Project

(based on the movie The Florida Project)

Disney World is a fiction

Mickey Mouse ears hide a long forgotten road too ugly for tomorrow land

We live in a shadowed town 

Everyone blinded by the shimmer of a fantasy castle

Our only fantasy is getting out of here

Billboards for water parks cover up the stretch of pity and poverty

Empty soda cans

Leftover take out in the bathroom sink

Insufficient funds fall to the inexistence of demanded rent 

Donald Duck is here to remind you to look the other way

But know, 

There’s always a wasteland behind a magic kingdom


Fake

If there were angels down below in hell

You’d definitely be the most obscure

But I can see right through compelling spells

And find a heart that’s rotten and impure


A trickster with the great possession of

A mind in which the devil works behind

Grown prone to darkness, stranger to above

It was a difficult task to be kind


You wear a mask precisely everyday

Made full of beautiful invented lies

But underneath you hid yourself away

A horror seeking monster on the rise


You played me like I was some sort of game

One day you will regret what you became


Prelude to the Post-War

Love was lost

To the war


Roosevelt says we are winning

But for the people at home

It feels like we have

Already lost


My love was gone

Somewhere in France

Fighting a fight

That was not his


He was a civilian mere months ago

A clerk at the store downtown

But now his country calls

And he is half way across the world


I miss his presence

In our small apartment home

The sound of his voice

In the morning


I’ve noticed things I’ve

Never before

Like the reality

Of silence


Stuck in a labyrinth lined

With the constant reminder

Of desolation and despair

Never ending, no way out


Sorrow ate away at my heart,

Anguish became my new companion

While I watched misery visit

Every woman I knew


I prayed on Sundays at church

For my love to come back

But God couldn’t

Protect everyone


Love was lost

To the war

Our boys came back

In coffins


San Fran

Today I saw

A parrot in a purple car

Its vibrant kaleidoscope of feathers

Belonged to the jungle

But it makes its home

By a San Francisco pier.

Why do all beautiful things 

Thrive in ugly settings

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Sights

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I’m no pro photographer, but like everyone, I love taking pictures on my phone. I’ve compiled a gallery of my favourite photos that I’ve taken, most, if not all, processed through VSCO. What can I say? Guess I’m basic.


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Aquatic Animals Facts

Water covers over 70 percent of Earth, with 96.5% of it in oceans. However, 80 percent of the ocean is remains undiscovered. While 91% of marine organisms are yet to be described, here are some animals found in the marine and freshwater ecosystems.

Anglerfish

Anglerfish are carnivorous fish, with most species living in the deep Atlantic and Antarctic oceans. Female anglerfish have a bit of dorsal spine with luminous flesh at the end that hangs above their mouths to bait prey. The male anglerfish is smaller than the female and does not have this rod. Instead, they fuse to female anglerfish, connecting to skin and bloodstream..

Axolotl

Axolotls are carnivorous amphibians that prefer to stay in the water. They are from Lake Xochimilco in Mexico. Axolotls have wrists and ankles made of cartilage and feathery gills at the sides of their heads to get oxygen. Like other salamanders, axolotls can regrow limbs. The population of the axolotl is in decline due to the pollution and the introduction of large fish to the lake.

Cuttlefish

Cuttlefish are carnivorous cephalopods that live in tropical or temperate waters near the coast. They are related to the octopus and the squid. Cuttlefish have eight arms and two long tentacles to capture prey. They also have an internal shell for buoyancy called a cuttlebone. Known for their ability to camouflage, cuttlefish can change both their colour and their texture thanks to specialized cells on their skin.

Bumphead Parrotfish

Also known as Green Humphead Parrotfish, Bumphead Parrotfish are the largest parrotfish and the largest reef fish. They have fused teeth, and they eat live corals and algae, consuming up to five tonnes of corral reef per year. After absorbing the nutrients, the inorganic material from the corral is excreted as sand. Bumphead Parrotfish can grow to be 1.5 m in length and weigh 75 kg. The population of the Bumphead Parrotfish is listed as vulnerable due to overfishing, habitat loss, and climate change.

Whale Shark

Whale sharks are the largest fish of the ocean, reportedly able to grow to 18 m in length. Most weight about 14 metric tons. They are carnivores, eating plankton by passively filtering water through their gill slits. Their small teeth are thought to be vestigial structures, not necessary for feeding. They have unique patterns of white spots on their backs in between pale stripes. Whale sharks are found in warm waters. They are categorized as endangered, with populations in decline.

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Top 5 MCU Movies

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With Captain Marvel Being released just a few days ago, and Avengers: Endgame being just around the corner, I thought it would be fitting to take a look at the top five Marvel Movies that have been released.

5. Captain America: Civil War

All three Captain America movies were massive successes, but I chose this one to kick off the list because of how intriguing the whole film was. The plot of Civil War is something that has been alluded to as early as the first Avengers movie, and to finally see Cap and Iron Man fight was quiet unique and intense.

4. Avengers: Infinity War

Infinity War is on this list for similar reasons to Civil War it was a very exciting film to watch as we got to see so many beloved characters, each with their own well developed backstory come together in one film. However, the reason its not higher up on the list is because I feel like the characters could have been managed a bit better. Overall, still a great addition to the MCU.

3. Doctor Strange

Doctor Strange is good for a variety of reasons, the first, and biggest reason, is how well it managed to show Stephan Strange’s transition from a narcissistic surgeon, to a selfless hero. Another reason why I put this so high is because of the breathtaking visual effects, this movie, in my opinion, has the best visual effects of all of the MCU films.

2. Captain America: The Winter Soldier

The Winter Soldier is at the top of a lot of Marvel lists, and for good reason, this movie has it all. A spy espionage movie with a superhero twist is not what anyone was expecting, but at the end, no one was complaining. This movie was so well done, it introduced lasting stakes within the MCU, and also set a foundation for Cap and Bucky’s relationship. This is easily one of the best MCU movies.

1. The Avengers

The end off the list, I had to give The Avengers the top spot. I have watched this movies countless times, and every time I watch it, it feels like I’m watching it for the first time. This is the movie that paved a path for the MCU and this is the movie that makes the MCU what it is today. Toss in a love able villain, and a set up for what is the worlds biggest crossover to date, and you have the best MCU film.

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Don’t Date Your Friends

I know that there are loads of people who disagree with me on this, but in my opinion, dating your friends is a terrible decision. It may seem like a great plan from the outside, since you already know them better than anyone else, you know you care about them, and it’s not like you can choose who you have feelings for. But I really think it’s the worst idea ever.

I know I may sound like a complete pessimist, and you’re probably thinking “What does this kid know, she’s only fifteen”, but just hear me out. When you’re in a relationship with someone, you have them, and then your friends. It’s a separate thing. And as you date this person they may become one of your best friends, which is cool, but you still have friends on the outside. So when you break up with the person you’re dating, you have people to fall back on. Again, I know how pessimistic this whole thing sounds, but at fifteen, the chances of relationships lasting a long time are slim. If you start dating your best friend, and you two break up, it’s going to possibly be more painful than usual. You’re losing both your partner and best friend.

Now I’m going to speak a little bit from personal experience. Last year, I started to have feelings for one of my best friends, and to my surprise, they liked me too. The two of us started dating, and I’m not gonna lie to you, it was pretty spectacular. We dated for a year and four months. I know, that’s a long time, especially for a relationship that started in junior high. Sadly, somewhere along the line, we realized things weren’t working out between us and we decided to break up. Since we were best friends before (and during) our relationship, we did what everyone does. We tried to stay friends. That ended up being a lot harder than I expected it to be. This person was so incredibly important to me, and I was used to talking to them about everything. But as soon as we broke up, we entered this weird middle ground where everything was uncomfortable. Not being able to talk to them was so incredibly painful, and no matter what either of us did, it was awkward.

Five months later, we barely talk. Anyone who can makes friendships work after a break up, I commend you. Maybe my experience is completely different than anyone else’s, but in my opinion, dating your best friend, sucks.

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13 Google Easter Eggs!

Today, I’ll be giving you a visual representation of the 13 Easter Eggs. I like the fact that Google decided to add these things, it makes the site a bit unique.

  • Askew

If you don’t know what ‘askew’ means, it just means not straight or not a leveled position. Crooked, if you will. By typing ‘askew’ into the search bar, the page should be slightly tilted to the right.

  • Do a Barrel Roll

This is pretty self-explanatory. When you type ‘do a barrel roll’ into your space bar, your google page should spin.

  • Google Gravity

Google Gravity, this is by FAR my favourite Easter egg. When you type this into the search bar, click the first link. The link should say ‘Mr. Doob’ then click the ‘I’m feeling lucky’ button and the page should collapse.

  • Once In A Blue Moon=

You guys remember the saying, “Once in a Blue Moon?” Meaning hardly ever? There are two definitions for Google…. ‘Very rarely” and (a very odd answer.) The google result is 1.16699016 × 10-8hertz. ;-; Yep.

  • The answer to life the universe and everything

Very deep question. Very quirky response. Type this into google, and now you know the answer to everything! The answer is 42 😀 You guessed it! Great Job.


  • Animal Sounds

It’s not really an Easter Egg, but I thigh it would be interesting to add it to my list. The result of the search, is a visual representation of animated animals, and a peculiar guy mocking their sounds. [Sorry about the audio]

  • Google Moon

Self- Explanatory. Ever wanted to see an astronomical figure, but were to lazy, or financially unstable to go see it in person? Here’s your solution. Type this into your search bar and click the first link, and there should be a map of the moon.

  • Metronome

A metronome is a musical device that marks time at a particular, reoccurring rate. When you type this into your Google search bar, the result should be a metronome on your screen, and you should be able to change the speed of the clicks. [No audio]

  • Flip A Coin

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to flip a coin digitally? Here’s the solution: Type it into google.

  • Roll A Dice

Playing a game that requires a dice, but coincidentally you don’t have one? Just type it into google, it solves all of your life’s problems. Literally.

  • Spinner

Want to do a YT video- or want a spinner to decide your fate? Type “Spinner” into your Google search bar, and find a lovely surprise!

  • Snake

Do you guys remember that game “Snake” that you used to play on a Nokia when you were a child? Well now here’s a no download, high-tech version.


  • PacMan

Pac-man is a VERY VERYYYY iconic game. It’s been around for a whileeee. But if you don’t feel like travelling or downloading a game. Here’s the perfect solution for you.

Youth Really Are Awesome: A Retrospective

I began writing for Youth Are Awesome in 2013, when I was in the ninth grade. Now, I’m close to wrapping up my second year of University and will be turning 20 soon. This is the story of my YAA journey and beyond. 

When I walked into my first YAA meeting, I had no idea the impact that the program would have on me and how it would continue to influence my life, even after I graduated and moved away. As far as I was concerned, I was a dorky junior high kid looking for some volunteer hours and YAA really fit what I was looking for. I got to write on whatever I wanted and knew that somewhere out there, someone would read my words and maybe, just maybe, they might be touched or influenced by what I had to say.

Trying to be cool during my first YAA photoshoot in 2013.

My attitude didn’t much change until late 2014, when I successfully applied for a Junior Editor position. It gave me a sense of responsibility and leadership where I felt that what I had to say was valued, an experience that I did not have much of as the social outcast that I had been in other parts of my life. Even though YAA was a fairly minor commitment compared to what I had going on everywhere else, moving to a Junior Editor position at the same time that I was settling into high school proved to be a major turning point.

Not only was more expected of me, but I was also being exposed to more and more amazing people all the time and felt like my accomplishments needed to be just as fantastic as theirs. This may not have been the healthiest or fairest way to look at the people surrounding me, but as someone who had a difficult time making friends and had very little external validation, my feelings of inadequacy were very real. I wasn’t good enough until I did something that stacked up to what the accomplishments of the people who I perceived as being ahead of me in life, even though it wasn’t a competition. This wasn’t the best or healthiest motivation, but I used it and I ran with it anyway.

A little fun at our 2017 wrap-up party.

Over the course of the next three years, fueled by the idea that if I didn’t do enough, I wasn’t enough, I worked tirelessly to prove to myself that I was deserving of being in the same league as the friends I admired. This resulted in countless experiences that I will cherish forever, from travelling to Edmonton to cover the Duke of Edinburgh Awards, to interviewing alumni for Youth Central’s 25th Anniversary and learning about the great things that they are up to now, to picnicking with the YAA crew in Prince’s Island Park to wrap up the 2016-2017 year. I slowly began to see my own accomplishments and successes for what they were: fantastic things that I deserved credit for regardless of what everyone else around me was doing. I was forging my own path and learning to be okay with the idea that even though I wasn’t doing the same things as everyone else, my experiences and my achievements were valid and worthy of recognition.

These experiences defined my time at YAA and helped me to define the kind of person that I wanted to be: a strong leader, a dependable colleague, and above all, a loyal friend. Slowly but surely, my confidence and involvement both within YAA and elsewhere grew, and before I knew it, I had been admitted into my dream University program, complete with several scholarships to sweeten the deal. If it hadn’t been for my time with YAA, I don’t think that I would have had the confidence let alone the qualifications to apply for the awards that are allowing me to complete my degree debt-free (so far).

The team spirit is real.

Since I’ve moved away and moved on, slowly transitioning into adulthood, I’ve never forgotten the value that YAA brought to my life. Not only am I a better writer, a skill that serves me well in academia, but I am also a better person with a stronger sense of community. Although it’s still hard for me to resist comparing myself to my peers, I’m working on it and I’m getting better at recognizing my efforts as valid. Even though I’ve got my head buried in a textbook most of the time now, I’m also working as a Resident Assistant, volleyball referee, and keeping my hand in volunteering by tutoring once a week. It isn’t much, but it’s enough.

YAA was instrumental in helping me to learn who I am and who I want to be. I can only hope that every blogger, past, present, and future, can walk away having had as positive an experience and as many lasting friendships as I did.

Roma … A Movie You Should Try To Watch

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Should you watch Roma… quite simply yes. Now let me get something straight, I think that you should watch as many movies as possible even the bad ones (of course time permitting). The simple fact of the matter is that movies become the means by which directors, writers, actors, and actresses convey their message to you the viewer, so there is an inherent benefit in exposing yourself to as many different messages as possible.

But, if you have a list of movies you need to watch, Roma is a movie that should be on that list if it isn’t already.

Once again this is my own opinion and feel free to disagree with me if you want to

Ok, so you have just finished watching Roma. At first, I am sure the first thought that goes through your mind is “WOW I have just wasted 2 hours of my life.” That is actually pretty common. Roma is not your traditional teenager oriented movie which delivers 2 hours of hard packed action with a plethora of visual effects. But that is exactly what makes Roma so good, days after you watch it, it stays with you. The more and more you think, the decisions made by Alfonso Cuaron become painstakingly clear. This is why I think that Roma is so important as a film. The messages are not spoon fed to you, it is up to the viewer to discover them. In today’s incredibly tenuous political climate, that is something which is incredibly valuable and hard to come by. Everything from the cinematography, the music, the tonality of Roma all aim to perpetuate the message that: Life is not a fantasy, and life is not perfect. Not only does Roma accomplish this message, but it accomplishes it in an incredibly real angle. It cinematography alongside outstanding directing brings this message to the fullest.

So the next time you are on Netflix, give Roma a watch 🙂

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A “purr”-fect Afternoon

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Though I’ve been there many times, I felt that my most recent experience at the cat café in Kensigton was the loveliest. The Regal Cat Café is one of the most adorable establishments I’ve visited. It’s the perfect way to spend an afternoon (as long as you don’t have cat allergies that is).

For those who don’t know what a cat café is, it’s basically a coffee shop with the added factor of cats. You can get your drinks and food, and then go spend 45 minutes petting cats. It’s the sweetest place, and the cats are both active and sleepy, depending on the cat.

So go check it out, have a caramel “meow”-cchiato and pet some cats.

(Photos taken by my lovely friend Sophie and I)

How Being a Mother can be Particularly Life-Threatening for Black Women

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Compared to white women, black mothers die at three times the rate during childbirth. Racism in healthcare has consistently failed women of colour. History of inhumane experiments on slaves has institutionalized stereotypes regarding how black people should be cared for. Many doctors still hold the belief that African Americans can handle more pain, leading to late and often incorrect diagnosis. Serena Williams’ experience regarding her complications with childbirth and racial bias sheds light on an extremely common experience among black women. Shortly after Williams gave birth to her daughter, Alexis Olympia, she fell short of breath. In 2011, Williams underwent emergency treatment for a pulmonary embolism. Williams immediately alerted a nurse about her symptoms. After walking out of the room to not worry her mother, Williams told the nearest nurse that she needed a CT scan and IV heparin (a blood thinner). However, the nurse thought her pain medicine might be confusing her and began performing an ultrasound on her legs.

I was like, a Doppler? I told you, I need a CT scan and a heparin drip.

After the ultrasound found nothing, a CT scan was performed. Several blood clots were found in her lungs, and minutes later, she was on a drip. Later, her coughs caused by the embolisms were so severe that her C-Section wound would split. When she went in for surgery, the doctors found a hematoma (collection of blood) in her abdomen, as a result of the blood thinners. When she returned home, Williams was on bed rest for six weeks.

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Serena Williams and her daughter, Alexis Olympia Ohanian Jr.

Williams experience is among the 50 000 women (an estimate that researchers believe is on the low side) who face dangerous or life-threatening complication during pregnancy and childbirth. Black women are disproportionately likely to face complications, and being 3 to 4 times more likely than white women to die from pregnancy complications, they continually fall victim to America’s maternal mortality crisis. According to ProPublica and NPR, many of these deaths are preventable, but due to impacts of systemic racism and medical bias, black women are more likely than any other racial group t die from pregnancy. Williams story shows how this bias transcends even economic income and status.

In 1999, the human genome project proved their is no genetic definition of race. Despite this position, many physicians and medical scientists continue to use race in genetic studies, drug testing, and general practices. The existence of this bias is apparent in the eighteenth century, when medical professionals attempted to define racial differences. In the 1790s, Benjamin Rush, an early medical professor at the University of Pennsylvania, introduced racial differences into the curriculum. Rush taught his students that blackness was a form of leprosy that could be cured; Rush defined the future of America as white. Rush and other doctors believed they could cure blackness, but they still believed that white and black Americans were the same animals. However, after the American Civil War, many doctors and scientists signed to the theory of polygenesis, the idea that each human race is a separate species, fit to live in their “native” environments. Physicians of the time believed that African Americans were better fit to live on plantations with the diseases of tropical climates. In an 1857 essay, physician Josiah Nott argued to properly treat plantation workers, doctors must understand the natural relationship between African Americans’ bodies and southern, malarial climates. Firstly, Nott claimed that black people had a much higher tolerance to heat than whites.

[African Americans] can lie down and sleep on the ground in a temperature of at least 150 of Fahrenheit, where the white man would die in a few hours.

Nott also believed that African Americans were immune to the worst diseases of tropical climates, such as malaria and yellow fever. This position was also held by medical students all across the U.S. Although contemporary science has shown that antigens in sickle-cell trait has provided some protection against certain strains of malaria, there is no evidence regarding racial protection against diseases like yellow fever. Nott also provided vital moral reasoning for slavery by attempting to prove that black people are more suited for hard labour than whites. These types of medical theories resulted in vastly different treatment towards black people. Aside from the inhumane treatment provided to African Americans, slaves in the south were often exploited at the expense of medical research. Historians James Breeden and Todd Savitt uncovered the deep history of using slave bodies in classrooms, bedside demonstrations, operating amphitheatres, and in experimental facilities.

Outright experimentation upon living humans may have occurred more openly and perhaps more often owing to the nature of slave society… the situation may have been (and probably was) worse in the Deep South.

An example of this experimentation is wholly displayed by the elite enslaver and physician, Charlestonian Bennett, who consistently performed human subject research under American slavery. Bennett wrote about a patient who had developed,

a small tumour the size of a ten cent piece

when she was just four weeks old. Bennett, who was trying to become a doctor was desperate to perform a surgery. Bennett made a viciously crude attempt to remove this growth without anaesthesia and asepsis, which didn’t exist at the time. The interference with the enslaved child caused an extreme inflammatory reaction and excessive growth of the tumour, or quite possibly the lymph node. When the child was six, Bennett described the tumour as being the size of an ostrich egg. Before her death, the tumour reached an extraordinary size. Bennett noted,

An imperfect outline of the results furnished by the examination of the tumour, when I obtained the head, or at least so much of it as remained. 

These types of experiments and tests were careless and violent, held in the belief that black people can handle more pain, and often the tests go unrecorded and ignored. The remains of the enslaved girl’s skull became a pathological specimen in the University of Maryland’s medical museum collection.

Unknown, enslaved sufferer.

The deep history of racism and ignorance towards black people in medicine has led to a sustained mistreatment in contemporary practice. In the United States, maternal mortality rate has been on the rise, and it’s much higher than most of the developed world. Between 2000 and 2014, the U.S.’s maternal mortality rate rose 27% to 24 deaths per 100 000 births. This rate is more than three times the maternal death rate of the United Kingdom, and about eight times the rate of Netherlands, Norway, and Sweden. The crisis gets more complex as one recognizes the growing gap between the deaths of black mothers and their white peers. From 2011 to 2013, black women experienced roughly 43.5 deaths per 100,000 live births on average, compared to 12.7 deaths for white mothers. Research has shown that many factors like limited access to prenatal and postnatal care, chronic stress, the effects of racism, and inadequate medical treatments preceding childbirth likely play a role in a black woman’s likelihood to suffer from life-threatening complications. The maternal mortality disparity might appear to stem from economic differences, but research has found that black women in higher economic brackets are still more likely than white women to die from pregnancy and childbirth related problems. In a story from ProPublica, Annie Waldman illustrates why black women can’t educate or earn their way out of this crisis.

Even when accounting for risk factors like low educational attainment, obesity and neighbourhood poverty level, the city’s black mothers still face significantly higher rates of harm, the agency found. Of note, black mothers who are college-educated fare worse than women of all other races who never finished high school. Obese women of all races do better than black women who are of normal weight. And black women in the wealthiest neighbourhoods do worse than white, Hispanic and Asian mothers in the poorest ones.

Black women are 243% more likely than white women to die from pregnancy and childbirth, creating the largest racial disparity in women.

Black women have also heavily reported having their concerns dismissed by medical professionals. Americas healthcare system has a history of minimizing the needs of black women, creating medical facilities that are unequipped to handle their pregnancies. Journalists Nina Martin and Renee Montagne explain,

The feeling of being devalued and disrespected by medical providers was a constant theme. The young Florida mother-to-be whose breathing problems were blamed on obesity when in fact her lungs were filling with fluid and her heart was failing. The Arizona mother whose anesthesiologist assumed she smoked marijuana because of the way she did her hair. The Chicago-area businesswoman with a high-risk pregnancy who was so upset at her doctor’s attitude that she changed OB-GYNs in her seventh month, only to suffer a fatal postpartum stroke. Over and over, black women told of medical providers who equated being African American with being poor, uneducated, noncompliant and unworthy. “Sometimes you just know in your bones when someone feels contempt for you based on your race,” said one Brooklyn woman who took to bringing her white husband or in-laws to every prenatal visit.

Serena Williams’ story shows how being black and being female means it is impossible to escape scepticism and get adequate care. A growing number of black midwives have stepped in to provide adequate medical care, but activists argue that hospitals and doctors must also work harder to protect black mothers; it seems that they can start by listening to them. Only 5.7% of U.S. physicians are African American, out of a population that’s 13% black. However, outside of America, the crisis of inadequate care to mothers is still extremely prevalent

By the time Salome Karwah was 26, she had defied death three times. She survived the longest and deadliest Ebola epidemic in history, which killed over 11 000 people along with her mother, father, and uncle. Karwah previously fled two civil wars, which killed more than half a million Liberians. At 28, Salome Karwah died giving birth to her fourth child. According to the World Health Organization, maternal mortality kills 800 women a day. Karwah’s death is a reminder that women, especially women of colour can survive intense crisis, yet die giving birth. In December 2014, Karwah was on the cover of TIME, being honoured with four other Ebola fighters as the magazine’s Person of the Year. When her father fell sick to Ebola, her own headaches and symptoms arrived. She kept her pain a secret from the 10 people she shared a home with.

It was the worst headache of my life. The worst pain I have suffered—ever, ever. Like someone hitting me in my head over and over.

Karwah’s older sister, Josephine, said Salome powered through the pain, continuing to cook and care for her family. When her father died, Salome, Josephine, and their mother all went to an Ebola treatment unit. All were positive for the disease, and three weeks later, only Salome and her sister left the white tent.

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Salome Karwah for TIME, Person of the Year (2014).

Josephine was seven months pregnant when she returned home. Three days later, she gave birth a stillborn boy outside of the family house. An ambulance would not come to her aid, and as she screamed in the streets, the neighbours would stare, refusing to touch her because she was an Ebola survivor. Salome moved to a different town, but she was run out of her new house after her neighbours learned she was an Ebola survivor. Karwah struggled to understand the purpose of her survival.

But I realized I had survived for a reason,

she said,

And that reason was to help other people.

Six days a week she traveled to Monrovia and encouraged Ebola patients to eat spoonfuls of rice and take sips of water. The work gave her life purpose, she said. Ebola targeted the much needed health care workers in Liberia. Nearly 200 doctors, nurses and auxiliary staff died during the outbreak, and with that the maternal death rate spiked 111 percent. To begin with, Liberia had one of the highest maternal mortality rates in the world. In 2015, 1072 women died during pregnancy for every 100 000 births. Hemorrhage was the leading cause of death, along with prolonged labor, eclampsia, and dangerous abortions.

Salome Karwah’s story was reported by Seema Yasmin, who’s reporting from Liberia was supported by the Pulitzer Centre on Crisis Reporting. Yasmin explains,

She was a fighter. Salome fought a pain so deep she thought her bones were splintering. She also fought the cold stares of her neighbours, the crossed arms of the market vendor who refused to touch her money. She fought a disease that killed more than 11,000 west Africans, first as a patient and then as a caregiver. She survived all of those things and war—but it was becoming a mother that killed her.

The experiences of Serena Williams, Salome Karwah, and women across the world highlights the struggles of being a mother and how institutional bias can contribute to that. Yet, more than anything, their stories paint an image of resilience and strength that is defined by their ability to face ignorance and pain, while standing with their womanhood.

Sources-

NPR

Vox

Oxford University Press Blog

IFL Science 

Scientific American 

The Oprah Magazine 

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A Note from the Author:

Personally, the thought of losing a child or passing away before being able to see your child grow up is terrifying. The fact that this experience is largely and unfairly shared by black women makes that experience even more heartbreaking. Equality in healthcare should be a basic right. What an individual needs for something as simple as survival should never be questioned. Not only do existing doctors need to work on recognizing their own biases and working to fix them by listening to all of their patients equally, representation in the medical field, educators, and in medical councils will allow more black people, women, and black women to be heard. The value of representation extends past an individual’s desire to see themselves on the big screen, often it can be a matter of life and death. By introducing this diversity, it allows black women to be surrounded by others who understand their struggles and will actually believe them. Serena Williams’ story shows that the implications of racial bias extend past any social standings. This makes the need for diversity even more dire, as that means all marginalized individuals are at risk of this deadly bias. Overall, these statistics of maternal mortality rates could be drastically different without the dark history of colonization around the world, but since we can’t change the past, we must actively use tools of diversity to improve the future.

The Hardships of Growing a Plant ft. my Bio Plant Project

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So I’m currently in Bio 20 AP, and as an AP student, there are going to be clear differences than the regular curriculum. However, I was not expecting this:

To individually or in pairs, select a topic, and complete this massive (to me) plant project. More specifically, we grow plants, conduct an experiment, create a final report, lab notebook, and an oral presentation.

Now this sounds relatively simple, which is actually correct if a clear understanding of the topic is formed. But my sound reasoning lead me to choose to analyze plant competition as my topic. Amongst many other topics, such as hydroponics (growing plants in water) vs soil, comparing intensity of light, and various fertilizers, I innocently chose plant competition.

Generally, plant competition doesn’t really sound like an outlier in these topics, but I was severely mistaken to the demands of this project.

I chose sweet basil as my control in this experiment, as it germinates relatively fast and is also quite easy to grow. And for my manipulated variable, which were the type of plants growing next to basil, I had selected lettuce, tomatoes, cabbage, and red cabbage. Why? Apparently basil grow well with tomatoes, moderately with lettuce, and since cabbage contains allelopathic properties, which are basically attacks towards other plants growing near it, it should harm the basil’s growth. So I was also testing if red cabbage shared the same allelopathic properties as its cabbage brethren. Basically, after the seedlings grow their full true leaves, I will transplant them into pots respectively with each of the basil plants, and record the results. The responding variables will be my plant height, stem diameter, amount of leaves, and finally root length.

Sweet Basil Plant (my control in the experiment)
Tomato plants (grows well with sweet basil)
Lettuce (grows neutrally with basil)
Cabbage (will harm the basil plants growth)
Red Cabbage (probably will harm the basil plants growth)

None of these are actually like the plants I am growing. Since I’m a master procrastinator, I haven’t started growing these! Anyways, so it seems that this won’t be too much of a struggle after all, considering I’ve done research on the watering requirements of each plant and using a bottom-watering method and spray bottle to grow the seedlings properly, and have a set of LED lights which will work as grow lights for me.

Except… In order to conduct this experiment, I need at least 3 basil plants growing with 3 of the other plants mentioned above as I need to gather an average. As well as, I would need to ensure all of my seedlings are able to germinate and grow 15 basil plants, and 3 of each plant growing as listed above. So to ensure their growth, I would be planting four seeds in each cup, and have enough space for 33 cups. Meaning I would need 68 basil seeds, 16 lettuce, tomato, cabbage, and red cabbage seeds. Anyways, here’s a picture of my jank setup if you would like.

This is technically not the final setup, as I will be replacing cups with better
cup which have more drainage holes

When I acquire better cups, they will fit inside the smaller containers or the aluminium tray, so when I use the bottom-water method — literally just watering from the bottom so I do not splash the surface and moisten the soil depending on the needs of each plant — I can drain the excess water.

The improved cups look similar to this:

The pots I will eventually transfer three of my basil plants with three of the tomato, lettuce, cabbage, and red cabbage plants look like this:

5 pots for basil to grow independently as a control as well as with the aforementioned
plants above

And then there’s that final report and log notebook I have to work on…

Thanks for reading this far anyways, hopefully all goes well and the seeds don’t start growing fungus and obliterate all my hopes.

I won’t end with some really bad potato joke since you’ve already read my writing.

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A Walk Through New York

New York City is, in my opinion, the best city in the world. It does have a fair share of problems, but I love how iconic the whole entire city is. The overwhelming feeling of just being there feels quiet humbling. That’s why I was so excited when I found an Instagram account (@overheardnewyork) that is dedicated to posting snippets of conversations that happened in New York.

Of the thousands they already have posted, I have chosen a couple that I feel really embrace the beautiful, chaos that is New York.

1. Gotta Love New Yorkers

Guy from Greenpeace: “You look like a someone who cares.”

Guy: “I promise, I don’t.”

2. The Sad Truth About Housing in New York

“I wish there was a nice way to explain to my friends back home that even though my apartment is the size of their bedroom, I’m more successful than they are.”

3. Gotta Love New Yorkers (2)

*Knocks on Starbucks bathroom door

Person in bathroom: “Who is it?”

4. Awkward Ubers

*Silent uber pool

*minute 10*

“I heard Yanny.”

5. Mahjong

“Is it like a sexual thing?”

“Mahjong? No.”

6. Interesting Yoga Classes

Yoga Teacher: “Namaste everyone and welcome to class. Today we will be flowing to Gucci Mane.”

7. Gotta Love New Yorkers (3)

*On the train

Family in beach gear: “Are you going to the beach too?!?”

Woman standing alone: “No, I’m going to therapy.”

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